Solitary Sundown

Tired, Fun, Pain ~ All In One

2009-11-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

"Try again, fail again. Fail better." ~ Samuel Beckett

Today NAPFA test was so funny to me, cause it is my first time failing NAPFA test wahaha. Not feeling well already, too long didn't exerise? but i got all A for the test other then 2.4 which 3rd round i went to the toilet cause i cannot take the stomach ache anymore. wahaha so funny when i come to think of it.

finishing my FYP already, 2 more days will be the last day already. we meeting this SAT for Seoul Garden meal all together. Now working on my report and my both accessment will be conducted on the last day. wahaha no major problem already i believe... soon all will be over... going to Siltronic to work for IAP as programmer will see how things go about there soon when i start work on monday.

working on weekend at sentosa... look for me if you are in the area ya... see you all around.

will post again soon....

"Don't bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself." ~ William Faulkner

2009-08-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

"Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it." ~ Terry Pratchett

I am starting to get worn out very quickly as time goes by in thid year. I am getting very tired of the kind of thing you need to do so much better just to get a few more marks. I just wonder why do it have to be this way?

2 more days to National Day! and monday is a holiday. Yes it mean i can rest up abit more then normal time. a longer weekend. hopfully got steamboat this time during national day. wahaha i miss the times when as a family we all eat steamboat together and just enjoy laughing and smiling just for anything that we think of and come up with.

Need someone to enter my life quick and take over my emotion. I saw her and the rest with him alone at the library today. I didnt went up to say hi to them, they seem to be having alot of fun. I am sure they all will without me, i am just the devil in their heart. Nothing more then just a person they dislike.

Nitez Out...

"Man must evolve for all human conflict a method which rejects revenge, aggression and retaliation. The foundation of such a method is love." ~ Martin Luther King, Jr.

2009-07-30T09:32:00.001+08:00

Amber Pacific - If I Fall

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all
And all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that we're blind to slip away

How can I say
Say I'll be okay

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the line's been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

"Fairy tales do not tell children that dragons exist. Children already know that. Fairy tales tell children that dragons can be killed." ~ G.K. Chesterton

My Lonely Self..

2009-07-16T13:40:00.002+08:00

Today i am going to speak more about my blog history, lets start with the blog name. It was given by a friends, Amanda. But to my request of two tag and they are lonely, sad. she thought about it for a while and given this title for the blog. I am happy for the title. But people did ask me before why didn't i change the blog URL? Because i am still lonely and sad? It is still the case my friends if you are reading this post that is. Because to me life have always been this case, looking for a person to hug and able to chat sound easy for many people. But have been really unsuccessful for me for awhile already. Haiz... is this my life for a long time or is it simply i am fated to be alone?

I always wonder, am i not doing much or i am just being too kind. I dun like to fight for things with others as i have never in my life see that there is a point to do so when you are able to get that something but return you nothing but more problem at a later time. For the past week someone have been avoiding me i believe as i haven't see her for a while already. She got quite a few gifts from her friends but she didn't want mine i believe so. I always wonder did i do the right things with her? or simply the problem is not mine? or maybe i should just get out of the issue with people caring for their friends more then being able to think more for me.

I am very tired in the class when the school reopen as you see the kind of student we are having in the class. I also am very tired of the ADC & ATC because people dun do their job, people dun care about anything, people do things life the training is their own house issue. Why should i care for all this people that dun care for others and being call insensitive by her and yet i believe the fact is more people are even more insensitive to others and no one have been sensitive to me. Am i going to say that as long as there is someone who like me i should give her the chance knowing that that is no way i will get along well with her in the relationship? when you know that you are going to break someones heart and just continue to do it? is that being sensitive? or maybe the word have a difference meaning behind it?

I am tired, I am really tired, Hoping that one day soon i would just sleep and never wake up. No need to worry about anything, No need to think about anything, No need to stress over anything.

H-TWO-O Biathlon 2009 - 18th July 2009 (2Days from now)

"No man or woman who tries to pursue an ideal in his or her own way is without enemies. ~ Daisy Bates"

Virus, Life, Everything

2009-07-14T16:30:00.001+08:00

Today, Zhong Wen sms me about him still not feeling well as he have fever from yesterday until today. He went to see a doctor today, but luckily for him and also everyone in the class because he is fine. Alive and kicking. It makes me wonder about the H1N1 virus more and more because NYP already have a few cases of confirmed cases. But it seems that many people are still not doing much to ensure that their personal habit of keeping themselves clean and neat. But Singaporean is so because unless the the problem become a problem to them only then they will become serious about it.

Enough of the virus going around, i have yet to complete my PLC report that was overdue for 2 weeks already. But i am really tired of doing the report and report already. The class is just so competitive over results and marks, i wonder why is result and marks so important to them even to the extends that they might even slit their own peoples throat. Is life really all about paper? Is life is all about making sure that as long as you stand the tallest in the world even if you are alone it is ok? I wonder...

"Don't forget that I cannot see myself -- that my role is limited to being the one who looks in the mirror. ~ Jacques Rigaut"

Sadness Looms With Fear...

2009-07-13T14:22:00.007+08:00

"When a good man is hurt, all who would be called good must suffer with him. ~ Euripides"

There are many things in life we cannot control. There are many things that i know my hand cannot grab. Many people think i am a a successful person, but i dun think i am. As i know that there is no one i can really share joy with nor someone can i lend a shoulder from.

Many things happen recently, i believe many things i have done many have disliked. But there is really nothing much of a thing i can do anymore. It used to be a case that everything gone peaceful and settled down, but a closer look have reveal many other smaller crack that everyone might miss out. It is scary as people start to slit each other's throats. Whats more dangerous than younger generation not knowing the stop button, not knowing when to stop, able to see the end of war?

"Every normal man must be tempted at times to spit on his hands, hoist the black flag, and begin to slit throats. ~ H.L. Mencken"

I am recently shocked and also upset in many angles as i have see many new changes on people just after one event. A small chat that look undeadly turn deadly, another crack shown on the bowl. There is never a chance that life we can clear the crack as once it is form everyone will remember it but forgetting it will take a long time.

Sadness looms around me for the past week, I am still not able to shake it of. For whatever reason i have decided that i will be solitary until sometime later when i am more comfortable until the sadness is cleared until i am better.

Take Care...
Fayt...

Poem From [A Walk To Remember]

2009-04-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

St Paul to the Corinthians 13: 4-8 8, 13

Love is patient and kind,
it is never jealous,
love is never boastful or conceited,
it is never rude or selfish,
it does not take offence,
nor is it resentful.

Love takes no pleasure in others’ sins but delights in the truth;
it is always ready to excuse,
to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.
Love does not come to an end.

There are three things that last, faith, hope and love
and the greatest of these is love.

Leadership Quotes

2009-01-19T09:34:00.002+08:00

"The boss drives people; the leader coaches them. The boss depends on authority; the leader on good will. The boss inspires fear; the leader inspires enthusiasm. The boss says "I"; The leader says "WE". The boss fixes the blame for the breakdown; the leader fixes the breakdown. The boss says, "GO"; the leader says "LET'S GO!"

H. Gordon Selfridge

"Leaders aren't born, they are made. And they are made just like anything else, through hard work. And that's the price we'll have to pay to achieve that goal, or any goal."

Vince Lombardi

"One of the true tests of leadership is the ability to recognize a problem before it becomes an emergency."

Arnold Glasow

"A true leader has the confidence to stand alone, the courage to make tough decisions, and the compassion to listen to the needs of others. He does not set out to be a leader, but becomes one by the equality of his actions and the integrity of his intent."

Douglas McCarther

"Respect a man, he will do the more."

James Howell

"You can send a message around the world in one-fifth of a second, yet it may take years for it to get from the outside of a man's head to the inside."

Charles Franklin Kettering

I'M MISSING YOU

2009-01-18T20:39:00.001+08:00

Author: Angel Joy

Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell?
Why can't I write when I have so much in mind?
Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart?
Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air?

Too many words left unspoken
Too many things left undone
Why can't it be and why can't I?
For all I know this pain deep inside
Took the gladness from my heart.

Is this the pain of missing you?
Is this the reason behind it all?

Hear the agony of my heart
Longing for you and for your touch
Feeling your lips, feeling your face
Missing your kisses and warm embrace.

When will the waiting ever be over?
For as long as were apart I can never be whole
Oh! My Dearest Love
I just want you to know
That my heart is aching because
"I'M MISSING YOU!"

A Moment To Remember

2009-01-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

Author: Trista Moss

A place we go
to let us know
that our love is always true
and that we will never be blue.

A memory on the edge of time
A place where we are so sublime,
A distant dream on a midnights eve
somewhere far from acknowledged leaves.

A time in which we fell deeper in love
just like to turtle doves.
We sang our songs and gave our token
to remember one single moment.

A Heart Of Stone

2009-01-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Author: Beckie M.

Once I had a heart of stone
For it had surley lost its home
It could not love or wanted too
But in my life, then came you.

The stones began to fall away
As happiness began to fill my day
A feeling so sweet and special too
Could this be love, I pray is true.

My heart now sings a song of love
For I know that it was sent from above
My heart is warm, there is no cold
Hard no more, but with wings of gold.

It soars above the sky so high
Sometimes I think of why and cry
My heart now sings a loving song
For the part of me I thought was gone.

The gift that you have given me
Is so important, can't you see
No more sadness or being alone
For now my heart returns to home.

2008-11-14T09:51:00.009+08:00

i decided to write a program on how i feel these few days...


#define "stdio.h"
#define "conio.h"
#define "bios.h"

void main
{
     if(CP==AL)
     {
          Answer=True;
     }
     if(CP==PK)
     {
          Answer=False;
     }
     if(CT==JT)
     {
          Answer=True;
     }
     if(CT==PK)
     {
          Answer=False;
     }
     if(MF==PK)
     {
          Answer=False;
     }
     if(AK==PK)
     {
          Answer=False;
     }
     if(WN==PK)
     {
          Answer=False;
     }
     else
     {
          printf("Lonely");
     }
}

i didnt debugged the program so it may not work...
just feel like writing it somewhere...
signing out...

Pang

2008-11-04T18:40:00.004+08:00

Just finished a camp with Assumption English School for their Leadership Training Camp on the 31st Oct 2008 - 2nd Nov 2008. I am the Group Facilitator (GF) of the group number 5. I am glad i went to the camp to work as i know more of nice friends. they are just not the same usual kids you have in the everyday camp.

Formal Photo Taken @ Ubin Town Jetty

Informal Photo Taken @ Ubin Town Jetty

it is a nice camp overall, and yup. happy i went for the camp. but unhappy cause i paid $30 bucks for Solomon 10KM Run, but due to the camp i didnt went. so many people is going to blame me for not going lah... haix... nevermind... take care...

signing out...
Pang...

2008-10-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

feel like having a change in the blog skin. so this is the effect of it. Browsing @ www.blogskins.com and found this skin. Did some general adjustment and here are the result. I kind of like it thought cause somewhat there is a joke in the club behind this "I Dunno" stuff. wahaha, hoping the person will see this and laugh until dunno where.

just some update on me these few months.
1) Mt. Stong
2) OBS [NYP][SEA EX][WS]
3) Jerangkang Waterfall
4) Berkelah Waterfall
5) Synergy 2009
6) Biathlon 2008
7) ADC
8) School work / Project

Will be updating soon.

take care everyone see you around soon.

Root 3 - Poem

2008-07-20T22:31:00.001+08:00

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

-David Feinberg

New Skin....

2008-05-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

saw this skin from one of my friend. then did some mod to this skin... and this is how it look... not too bad... cause it is simple and neat. hope you all like it...

will post more soon.
update coming up soon.

Singaporean Use Their Brain.

2008-05-11T20:19:00.004+08:00

Below is a message log of what happen on 11th may 2008. And the incident happen on 9th may 2008. what really happen i think that is something i wont say. but lets just think about it. how come i am so angry. can ask me for more details. i am willing to share.

5/11/2008 7:47:07 PM LYZ Keng Hao
pls send me the solution,I dun want to mention u any more!!! Thanks for ur cooperation

5/11/2008 8:05:02 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you online then you think i comfirm at my computer arh??

5/11/2008 8:05:08 PM Keng Hao LYZ
think about it first???

5/11/2008 8:05:14 PM Keng Hao LYZ
i got life not like you no life...

5/11/2008 8:05:29 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you are suppose to collect from gary....

5/11/2008 8:05:31 PM Keng Hao LYZ
not me

5/11/2008 8:05:34 PM Keng Hao LYZ
hello??

5/11/2008 8:05:41 PM Keng Hao LYZ
got brain or no ear??

5/11/2008 8:07:13 PM LYZ Keng Hao
can u repeat one more time !!!!!!!!!

5/11/2008 8:07:18 PM LYZ Keng Hao
u no life!!!!!!

5/11/2008 8:07:25 PM
Keng Hao sends C:\Documents and Settings\Pang Keng Hao\Desktop\00.zip

5/11/2008 8:07:28 PM Keng Hao LYZ
think about it...

5/11/2008 8:07:34 PM Keng Hao LYZ
only got online

5/11/2008 8:07:40 PM Keng Hao LYZ
i comfirm online is it?

5/11/2008 8:07:46 PM Keng Hao LYZ
i got handphone??

5/11/2008 8:07:52 PM Keng Hao LYZ
can call anot??

5/11/2008 8:07:57 PM Keng Hao LYZ
i online you offline

5/11/2008 8:08:02 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you offline i online...

5/11/2008 8:08:14 PM Keng Hao LYZ
sai wei got her file already

5/11/2008 8:08:18 PM Keng Hao LYZ
why???

5/11/2008 8:08:21 PM Keng Hao LYZ
she call me

5/11/2008 8:08:23 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you??

5/11/2008 8:08:30 PM Keng Hao LYZ
think about it..

5/11/2008 8:08:36 PM Keng Hao LYZ
THINK!!

5/11/2008 8:08:53 PM Keng Hao LYZ
use your brain a little bit more ok??

5/11/2008 8:08:57 PM Keng Hao LYZ
i dun ask much...

5/11/2008 8:09:06 PM Keng Hao LYZ
just think a little bit more...

5/11/2008 8:09:29 PM Keng Hao LYZ
the pevious one you got ask me for the file anot??

5/11/2008 8:09:36 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you never ask how i know you want??

5/11/2008 8:09:43 PM Keng Hao LYZ
got brain anot..

5/11/2008 8:10:12 PM Keng Hao LYZ
only know how to talk...

5/11/2008 8:10:18 PM Keng Hao LYZ
dunno how to think arh??

5/11/2008 8:11:15 PM
Transfer of "00.zip" is complete.

5/11/2008 8:11:39 PM LYZ Keng Hao
u a class rap not me !!!think it 1st!!!!if u need somebody to ask u give that thing that means u a out ur duty!!!!!

5/11/2008 8:11:48 PM Keng Hao LYZ
haha

5/11/2008 8:11:53 PM Keng Hao LYZ
think about it simple...

5/11/2008 8:12:03 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you think everyone wants the file??

5/11/2008 8:12:16 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you think everyone wants what you make??

5/11/2008 8:12:25 PM Keng Hao LYZ
only a few people want the files..

5/11/2008 8:12:31 PM Keng Hao LYZ
then can ask anot??

5/11/2008 8:12:46 PM Keng Hao LYZ
even sai wei ask then see when i online then i sent

5/11/2008 8:12:58 PM Keng Hao LYZ
then you never tell me when you online how i know...

5/11/2008 8:13:12 PM Keng Hao LYZ
am i suppose to like call all 21 of you all just to send a file??

5/11/2008 8:13:20 PM Keng Hao LYZ
then 6 course 21 people

5/11/2008 8:13:26 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you math it yourself..

5/11/2008 8:13:35 PM Keng Hao LYZ
186 file to call people??

5/11/2008 8:13:40 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you want to be the class rep?

5/11/2008 8:13:45 PM Keng Hao LYZ
i tell victor?

5/11/2008 8:13:50 PM Keng Hao LYZ
to change to you want?

5/11/2008 8:13:57 PM Keng Hao LYZ
wanna try?

5/11/2008 8:14:14 PM Keng Hao LYZ
you think you online time and i online time is the same is it??

5/11/2008 8:14:14 PM LYZ Keng Hao
Fuck!

5/11/2008 8:14:26 PM Keng Hao LYZ
can only talk dunno how to think right?

5/11/2008 8:14:28 PM LYZ Keng Hao
dun talk to me

5/11/2008 8:14:39 PM Keng Hao LYZ
cannot win only know how to scold fuck right?

5/11/2008 8:15:07 PM Keng Hao LYZ
when i print things fast for you all then got say anything nice anot??

5/11/2008 8:15:13 PM Keng Hao LYZ
when slow complain...

5/11/2008 8:15:17 PM Keng Hao LYZ
fast got say anything?

5/11/2008 8:15:22 PM Keng Hao LYZ
nothing right?

End of message log...

My 19th Birthday

2008-05-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone,

Long time no see me updating my blog. here i am to update my blog, err how should i start? maybe i should start with it is my birthday!!! LOLS, haha and here are all the presents i received for my birthday.

Above: All the present i received

From Annie Pah: Adidas Watch

From Keng Wei: Nike Total 90 Shoe bag

From Christin: Tigger Bear, Hand-drawn Tigger shirt

From Wei Ni: Notebook, Mario Mushroom HP Asst

From Charlene: Glass Jar with a DOG, Straw folded heart, paper star, More! including one yellow coloured Sponge.

2008-04-05T12:08:00.003+08:00

Berkelah Waterfall Expedition 2008 (March)

Group photo taken on the last day @ MASJID KG GELUGOR KUANTAN

Will update more when I am back from Indonesia.

Regards,
Pang

2008-03-16T11:14:00.007+08:00

I went to SP for their Adventure Club Handing over ceremony today. Overall was great, and just some photo to show you guy.

2008-02-07T12:10:00.000+08:00

(Taken From Edmund Chan's Web Album)
Captions: He tried to get away from my shutter... but... made a crappy face... hahha

If you take a look at the Tagboard Ed tag a link for you and me to see. haha... it is the cca orentation day in serangoon secondary school. while i was walking towards his area then he wanted to take a photo of me but i tried to get away and this is the result!

here is some other photo from Serangoon CCA Orentation Day..

Friendster

2008-01-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

today was a pretty unlucky day for me i believe as i believe that i forgot to log out from friendster in the school network. therefore somone else who use that com can go into my friendster profile and change alot of things to very very nasty stuff, which they also place a bulletin and also an comment to a friend of mine!(which i only know of one). so i am not sure if there is anyone else who receive comment from me anyway sorry for the problem. i have changes my password so it shouldnt give me anymore problem for now. so ya... that is all for today..

nitez

2008-01-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

today morning was a very eventful morning that i just have to blog. as most people know that bus 854 havs those long version of the bus. the bus force a toyota out of it's lane as the bus lane side got an accident infront. then the toyota no choice got force into lane 1 (which bus lane is lane 3) then the toyota speed up infront of the bus and open the driver's window, then a hand with the middle finger came out for the bus driver. lols... of course it is the bus driver's fault at this point of the time. but that part when you see the toyota driver have his finger out is just so... eventful to me... lols.... then today afternoon is AutoCAD ICA lab exam. the test itself is still quite ok. hehex... but got some changes after i handed in to the teacher but i hope he use the updated one... hehex... that is all for today... nite everyone...

2008-01-28T01:47:00.000+08:00

i just change my skin to this something that is simple and meaningless... lols... any comment please post them on my tagboard thanks alot... hehex... i believe this skin shouldn't have any complain about reading problem or nav link problem.. hahaha.... see you see soon... will try to update soon again... take care everyone... and congrat to those who did well in O'lvl and hope you all make the right decision to what course you all wanna go to... and also the right school which i hope it is near to your house rather then the better school... take can... enjoy your short holiday...

2008-01-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Today's is the celebration of my family's Pet. her birthday is tml which is 21st of Jan. But due to my mum is working on monday so we celebrate today. hehex... we brought many things, and that is KFC, Roasted Duck, and suprise!!! no drinks... lols... will update again soon... here is a few photos, and also dunno why the KFC's Staff give so much chille for... then only 2 Tomato... lols... nevermind enjoy!!!

2007-12-31T01:40:00.000+08:00

i just change the skin... a very simple one thought... but i will change to one that i like more soon.... made this skin so that Alice can see my blog entries which she say the previous one she cannot see... but i also dun wish to use the old one... so i just make this simple skin for temp use...

this skin is about Top Gun, it is a movie and in real life it is about ariel attack in air... which means dog-fighting with air-craft... There are 2 names i hope i can call myself in real life and as you can see the name to the left....

ok going to sleep already... just finish watching "I am Legend" it is quite a nice movie to begin with... hope those who have not watch it please do... cause it is very very nice... lols...

nites...

Decision Or Answers

2007-12-17T15:27:00.000+08:00

MSN Nick: Every decision made comes with a new choice that require another decision.

Every little things in life is all about making decision. Down to the most hard to answer like who to save first if your girlfriend and your mum ended up drowning in the water, to very simple things like should I move my hands or legs. Everything is a choice, 'yes' or 'no'. Some come with more than two answers, some force you to make the choice to suit into the environment.

Why I write my MSN nick to be so?
Simple, cause it is call the chain reaction system in daily life. But some what many people grow sick of making decision because it is so common. A simple example is to decide the food you want to eat for that day at the coffee shop when you see all the same stuff over at the coffee shop everywhere and just dun feel like making a decision.

Just Wanna to tell those who is reading this post to decide all the decision in your life and never to regret it... ESP those who is making a decision to go Poly Or JC? which course to go to all the stuff.... hope it help...

regards,
Pang Keng Hao

2007-10-14T13:10:00.000+08:00

Top 10 Weapon Set By Discovery Channels.

1. AK-47
Type: Semi or Fully Automatic Assault Rifle
Country of Origin: Soviet Union
Caliber: 7.62 x 39 mm (.30 inch)
Cartridge Capacity: 30 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: 2,329 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 600 rounds per minute

2. M16
Type: Semi or Fully Automatic Assault Rifle
Country of Origin: United States
Caliber: 5.56 x 45 mm (.223 inch)
Cartridge Capacity: 20-30 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: Approximately 3,281 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 700-950 rounds per minute

3. LEE-ENFIELD SMLE
Type: Bolt-Action Rifle
Country of Origin: United Kingdom
Caliber: 7.7 x 56 mm (.30 inch)
Cartridge Capacity: 10 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: approximately 2,438 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 15-20 rounds per minute

4. M1 GARAND
Type: Semiautomatic
Rifle Country of Origin: United States
Caliber: 7.62 x 63 mm (.30-06 inch)
Cartridge Capacity: 8 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: Approximately 2,838 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 30 rounds per minute

5. FN FAL
Type: Semi or Fully Automatic Rifle
Country of Origin: Belgium
Caliber: 7.62 x 51 mm (.30 inch)
Cartridge Capacity: 20 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: Approximately 2,700 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 650-700 rounds per minute

6. MAUSER K98k CARBINE
Type: Bolt-Action Rifle
Country of Origin: Germany
Caliber: 7.92 x 57 mm (.30 inch)
Cartridge Capacity: 5 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: approximately 2,822 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 10-15 rounds per minute

7. STEYR AUG
Type: Semi or Fully Automatic Bull-Pup Assault Rifle
Country of Origin: Austria
Caliber: 5.56 x 45 mm (.22 inch)
Cartridge Capacity: 30 and 42 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: Approximately 3,084 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 650 rounds per minute

8. 1903 SPRINGFIELD
Type: Bolt-Action Rifle
Country of Origin: United States
Caliber: 7.62 x 63 mm (.30-06 inch)
Cartridge Capacity: 5 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: Approximately 2,700 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 10 rounds per minute

9. STURMGEWEHR 44
Type: Semi or Fully Automatic Assault Rifle
Country of Origin: Germany
Caliber: 7.92 x 33 mm (.30 inch0,br> Cartridge Capacity: 30 rounds
Muzzle Velocity: Approximately 2,133 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 500 rounds per minute

10. M14
Type: Semi or Fully Automatic Rifle
Caliber: 7.62 x 51 mm (.30 inch)
Muzzle Velocity: Approximately 2,799 feet per second
Rate of Fire: 700–750 rounds per minute

This is one of the best Weapon's Aid invention to the State of the Art Technology.
The Corner Shot is one of the best invention that i believe everyone who need to go on ubran warfare would need one. Cause you would never need to expose yourself to the Tango ("Target") of the corner you are looking into.

But to me it got it's haevy weak point is that if the wall that protecting you and your firer is not a high level defense wall which an AK-47, M-16 or just even a D.E. can shoot though. then you are as good as dead.

Name: Corner Shot
Type: Weapon Support Aid
Maft: Israel IDF Gun

2007-08-29T11:25:00.000+08:00

28th August 2007,

Haha, I changed a skin today... a more simple skin the previous one… or maybe the skin now is less complex then the previous one. This one does not need to type the NAV but I still think of many better factor for that last skin I have. But never mind I have changed the skin already so those who are coming to see please do enjoy… hope this blog is better… simplicity is my theme for my skin for now… I will still be adding some more stuff to this skin soon… but will have to see when alright…

Before 28th August 2007,

It was my exam month; most of the paper is pretty much ok other then math and EPC. So I hope I can just at least pass this 2 paper for this SEM if not I would have to repeat this 2 or 1 of them next SEM. So ya…

That is all for today… so see you all around in my blog again soon…
Tag on my blog please..

Back-Stabber

2007-07-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hi there my friend,
Why aren't you contacting me already?
Don't dare to see me?
or slimply don't dare to face me?

Are you stabbing me?
Or are you not?
I think you are.
As i am being Stab Straight into my heart.
Not from the front,
But from the back.

Why aren't you looking back at me?
When your eyes met mine.
Why aren't you saying hi?
When your eyes met mine.
Why did you turn away?
when your eyes met mine.

Back-Stabber my friend.
I forgive you,
But I will never forget.
As i am hurt too deep,
Not once but many.

keng hao

2007-07-06T10:32:00.000+08:00

Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP)

Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

2007-06-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

hi all above is a slideshow on my recent Dairy Farm trip to natural climbing in singapore.. haha.. will update the photo with captions next week once all my exam is over... take care..

http://picasaweb.google.com/Mushroom.Inc/DairyFarm23607

2007-06-18T17:29:00.000+08:00

13062007 - Today is ADC training haha... err... learn something call the prusiking haha which I knew how to do it already... then today was like a declare of war against rock-climbing from ADC... haix... it is not something I didn’t expect but I didn’t expect that the leader they do it in such an open manner... which is very bad for the club itself.. Will talk more about it soon...

15062007 - I went rock-climbing at school today... haha got another blister on my left middle finger. Haha the one on the right middle finger have recovered already... haha... and today was Berock's last day as he is going for NS already.. We went to AMK there to eat something like a farewell supper... after that I when home already... cause pretty tired... also today a little accident happen like the thereafter of what happen on the 13062007... Haix... the ADC need to lend something from the Store I think and then a little fight broke out... haix... pretty bad things happen.. But all this shouldn’t happen with juniors around... that is to what I think lah... but I guess it is fine with me... but I am not sure about the others... haha

Coming up next...
20062007 - Math Make-up lesson
21062007 - EPC make-up lesson
23062007 - Dairy Farm Trip [natural rock wall]

That is all my school activity

2007-06-13T11:06:00.000+08:00

Backed...
i just made a new skin for this blog of mine.. decided to com back for this blog.. haha left it too long already... didnt update unless i wanna to.. haha i will try again to keep updating this blog as and when i can... ok people?? haha

About this new skin
haha first lets start with why change a new skin for my blog first i am bored of the old skin and nothing else... and i saw a skin use by another friend of mine that look like this.. it is also like the C++ programming when you run the program you type out.. it is cool to me so i decide to give it a try on this skin and after some heavy editing i found out the way to work the code out. haha so here is the result....

Recently happen
School - i am in nanyang poly as of now and studying in mechatronics engineering. haha.. err.. didnt do well for my o'level so ya i end up in poly still in a subject i dun mind at all....

CCA - then as all of you all know i am in NCC and i am still serving under the school as a advisor for the school NCC team. But that is not the main issue in my CCA list as of now cause i am in adventure club in NYP which i also heavily went for the rocking climbing. haha therefore i have been climbing in the school rock-wall and also outside like ClimbASIA, Yishun SAFRA... going to ClimbAdventure soon which i missed the session on monday they when there at night. therefore soon my turn lo... hahaha

Competition - another funny thing is i entered a competition call the pumpfest. which is a bouldering competition. which i of course lose, as on 4 walls i didnt complete any but got a bonus. it is conducted as ViVoCity @ skypark on 1st of june to 3rd of june.

About Me - this is the part no one will read on i guess.. lols.. haha.. err.. i am pretty much fine these days i guess.. nothing special out of my life.. nothing that will shake me till i drop nothing that is big enough till i cannot handle.. i am pretty much fine about my life for now.. so ya.. wanna know more on what really happen can call me to ask it out.. dun wish to post in on blog as it is too long for me to do it.. and too hard for me to do it... many things happen and many things changed... therefore no blog about the matters but from now on the problem i will post ba... lols.. haha.. okok that is all about me today.. haha

My Birthday - Sweet 18

2007-05-06T12:12:00.000+08:00

1 Pang Yu Xin 6th May 2007 - 00.00 hours
2 Seah Jolyn 6th May 2007 - 00.02 hours
3 Janice 6th May 2007 - 00.02 hours
4 Julyha 6th May 2007 - 00.06 hours
5 Gary Choo 6th May 2007 - 00.27 hours
6 Quek Li Ling 6th May 2007 - 00.38 hours
7 Desiree Heng 6th May 2007 - 01.16 hours
8 Sharlene 6th May 2007 - 03.08 hours
9 Fadzil 6th May 2007 - 07.36 hours
10 Juanna Sia 6th May 2007 - 08.23 hours
11 Sai Wei 6th May 2007 - 09.15 hours
12 June 6th May 2007 - 10.30 hours
13 Elena 6th May 2007 - 10.37 hours
14 Tan Qing Yan 6th May 2007 - 11.58 hours
15 Ms Loo P. L. 6th May 2007 - 12.04 hours

2007-04-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

Delicated to Desiree:

Suteki Da Ne

The wind, like a heart that swam
in the accumulated words
The clouds, a voice that was shot
into the holding future
The moon, a shaking heart
in an unsteady mirror
The stars, gentle tears
in an overflowing stream
Isn't it beautiful,
to walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms.
That heart,
held within your body
In those confusing nights
I dream
The wind, its halting words
are a gentle illusion
The clouds, the broken future
like a distant voice
The moon, a heart flowing
in the clouded mirror
The stars, broken and swaying,
like tears unable to be hidden.
Isn't it beautiful,
to walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms
That face,
A soft touch,
Dissolving into morning,
I dream.

2007-04-21T12:01:00.000+08:00

MSN Messenger Photo Album Virus Help

THREAT NAME: Worm.Sedoubot.A

CLEAN INSTRUCTION:
In order to clean the computer, please restart it in Safe Mode and delete the following files:

C:\Windows\photo album.zip
C:\Windows\system32\rdihost.dll

Informations on how to restart the computer in Safe Mode can be found here:

How to boot in safe mode
1. If the system is already turned off, power it on.
2. Begin tapping the F8 key every few seconds as the system boots up until the screen offering the Safe Mode option appears.
(If Windows launches before you can choose a safe mode, restart your computer and try again.
3. You should see the following options:

>Safe Mode
>Safe Mode with Networking
>Safe Mode with Command Prompt(also other options may be available)

Use the arrow keys to highlight Safe Mode and press the Enter key.
4. The system will now boot into Safe Mode.
(You may receive a prompt asking if you really want to boot into Safe Mode. Choose Yes.)

Description
>Safe mode is a diagnostic mode that WindowsXP can start in, with minimal configurationand generic drivers so that system errors can possibly be corrected.
>Once entering safe mode, the user can execute commands and load devices one at a time.
>Safe Mode is also used to remove or delete files which are otherwise "locked" or "in use"during normal operation.
>While an operating system is in safe mode, it will have reduced functionality, but it is easier to isolate problems because many non-core components are disabled.

In order to delete the files, go to Start, Programs, Accessories, click on Windows Explorer and navigate to "Local disk C", Windows folder.Then search and delete the photoalbum.zip. After that navigate to System32 folder and delete the rdihost.dll file.At the end restart the computer and run a scan with BullGuard.

SYMPTOMS
>Increased network activity
>An open connection with www.fr[blocked].biz
>Presence of the next files in the C:\Windows and C:\Windows\System32 folders: photo album.zip rdihost.dll

DESCRIPTION
>When it's executed, the malware will create a file named rdihost.dll in C:\Windows\System32 folder and it will inject it in explorer.exe process
>It will create an own copy as an archive in C:\Windows folder, named photoalbum.zip
>It will connect to an IRC channel on www.fr[blocked].biz and it will wait for commands from a malicious attacker
>It can deactivate the Security Center and Shared Access services, it can download and files or it can attack other computers

2007-04-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

hi there everyone... haha came back to blog today.. have been working at juntion 8 popular bookstore.. very tired and busy over the pass few months... many things happen... and of course we have those same old things that we already know that it will happen anyway.... lols.. haha.. ok nvm.. ok for those who have been trying to locate me to ask me this question.. i am answering you right here ok???

NANYANG POLY - MECHATRONICS ENGINEERING

ok?? haha so now i guess i got less people i got to see to informing my whereabout.. lols.. haha... ok let see what made me wanna to come here to blog today... cause i am going for speech day tml.. lols.. haha.. as a instuctor then got to go to HQ to teach trainfire.. lols.. or maybe just go for fun.. i think they should have CLT who is better then me right??

RECORD!!!
striping rifle - 14 secs
assebling rifle - 13 secs

lols
haha
nothing more to say already..

good night..
and as i have said..
i am bloging today cause my good friend who is meng song want me to blog also lah.. lols..

haha
nite..

2007-02-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today morning woke up at 6a.m then when back to sleep until 7p.m then my dad drove me to the doctor to get my ear on the left operated to remove the swell and also those things that is yellow I think it is call ‘puss’. The only painful thing I feel was the needle that remove my feeling from the area. The doctor removes the entire puss and then cleans my wound nicely until the nurse see also scared. Because of the amount of blood I had loss from the small surgery. Then I have to eat the antibodies and also clean my wound from time to time. Nothing much happen, then I went out with Hazel to watch movie at ‘Cathay’, the Norbit. Then we walk around the city area passing by centograph. Ok nothing more. I going to sleep already. Anyway good night and godbless.

Regards,
Pang

2007-01-22T02:12:00.000+08:00

Hi all today just feel like coming over to post... haha... Ok anyway.... I just buy the walkman series earpiece at $68 haha... it was a bomb but I thing it is worth the money sometime… I got to spend some of my earning too right?? Lols... haha I haven’t watch any of the movies yet… sobs… but I think I will make it this coming weekend to watch at least one of it… Lols… ok that is the update for tonight… haha err… I just remember now is already the next day… so all the above mention happen yesterday… Lols… ok then I go to go sleep already… I am working later waking up at 8am the latest… see happy or not… Lols… I think I won’t be late bah… Lols… ok never mind all this crap… good night…

2007-01-18T02:28:00.000+08:00

"I am not born who I am; I am who I made myself as."

My new quote I guess… mainly due to some people who is maybe not a big heart as they are… just some people are very narrow minded… I guess you know who you are right? Anyway I think you don’t have time to come my blog to read about this anyway right? I guess you are super busy doing your stuff and also with your so call BF, and also your friends. LOL… maybe I guess… but you may still come to my blog to see if I ever write bad things about you right? LOL

Don’t be over sentitive because it might not be you I am talking about… I am who I am… I am a person I train and made myself to be like… the most scary things I guess I can ever do is to change my characteristic to whatever the problem and the situation is… I guess you should know that very well because you worked with me before… I cannot believed I am writing so much to prove that you are not smart enough to handle things you cannot handle and want to prove you are like the best breed of all when you are one of those worst breed in the world that is just like wasting the oxygen in the earth that is already like so limited… LOL…

Never mind I am not going to continue saying about those lower breed person who will cry or make noise to those small problem they face… break up with the old boyfriend who is also my friend and I guess I understand why he would say you are unreasonable already… I choose not to believe him at first but you proven yourself these few weeks...

Okay back to myself for now… hi everyone… sorry about the top part but I hope you all are keen to read about the matter because it is also one of the funny things that happen in all your life and when I write about them sometime you all can just remember how good sometime you treat your friends but then you got to be treated like shit… I am pretty much better these few days other then today I guess… cause Serene Chua from STAT department came down today saying she want to quit and not work anymore on J8 POPULAR… I was like man… what the hack… it mean we are less one manpower and then how to handle all this stock that my SUP order when only like 3 person is the only people who can work on the stock… but the rest of the people can only arrange the stock or just maybe they rarely do stock and invoice checking… haix… but then forget about the matter as after all they are also needed to be there is not no one to arrange all the stock while we are busy with the stock intake…

Then nothing much special about me this few days or should I say weeks… but I intend to go watch movie and they are…

1 - Death Note 2: The Last Name (PG)
2 - One Last Dance (NC16)
3 - Blood Diamond (NC16)
4 - The Night at the Museum (PG)
5 - Confession of Pain (PG)

I Hope they are still showing when I want to watch them… LOL… anyone who want to watch them also can sms me to let me know then we can fix a date to go and watch…

My current days not working is: DDMMYY

210107
230107
250107
280107

But I will be going out on the 230107 and 310107 for NCC event as they are going for IMT and also Live Range.

So then please update your phone number if you haven’t update my number

+65 97343796

I have cancelled my old line… due to some special reason I don’t wish to have that line open…

Ok that is all I am about and going to say for this time…
So long them…

Good Night everyone…
Sleep Well and All The Best…

Regards,
Pang

2006-12-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hi all I think you all might have read about the matter for yesterday already… I think it is just all about my luck and I do not know why I am so unlucky this few months… not feeling well mainly due to the weather. And also due to some injuries but then I am fine don’t worry… just that I have down on my luck and then loosing some friends I guess… but I will see how about it… if I feel that it can be revive I will try to revive it but if it is beyond hope then there is nothing I can about the matter… haix.. anyone want to meet up with me feel free to sms me 97343796… we can go for lunch, dinner, or even shopping… so lets just keep me updated… hope to see your reply soon...

2006-12-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

Look like today just wasting my day... haix... I have to go to the police station as the little girl’s mum file a report for future use so if there is any problem then she can sue me or the company... Haix... I cause so much trouble today... how I wish I could find a hole to dig and put myself in there and never be able to recover back...

The worst part of the whole incident is that I injured the little girl… if it was to be me the one who got injure only I do not mind at all… but then the girl got a scratch on her face and a bleeding gum… all I can say is that I am sorry to the girl… but then is there really a need to go to the police to file a report for this? I think this is just too overboard in protecting the children now adays…

Here is my incident report for the matter.

Date: 29th Dec 06
Time: Around 1620 hours

I was walking from the Text Dept area to the receiving room to throw away a bag of garbage that contains waste paper from the packaging. Then as I was walking out form the Multimedia Dept A-Frame that is nearest to the TV that is showing ‘Magic School Bus’. As there were a lot of children standing in-front of the TV watching the show. There was a 6-years-old school girl that was sitting on the end of the A-Frame that was facing the TV. As I was walking out of the A-Frame area towards the Customer Services counter I trip on the little girl who was sitting on the floor. She was sitting in an angle that I could not see her, as she was sitting on the 45° left end of the A-Frame. She was very small in size even thought she ought to be Primary 1 next year. So I trip on her and she fall on her left while I landed right in-front of the Customer Services Counter as I throw myself forward to prevent landing myself on the little girl. Right after I fall, I recover myself and went towards the little girl to see how she was. This is when she started to cry and then we [Gary & Me] ask her where her mum was, she then ran to her mum as we followed closely behind.

Her mum felt surprise to see her daughter crying and start asking her what had happen. After I briefly inform her about the incident, then her mum requested to see the manager of the branch, Ai Chern. Then Ai Chern went out with a First-Aid Kit to see if there is anything she can do. The mum refused to accept any medication from our side. Ai Chern suggested to bring the little girl to see our company doctor. But she also refuse to see our company’s doctor instead she request to see her own family doctor over at Ang Mo Kio. So Ai Chen accompanied the little girl and her mum to their family doctor.

Then I received a call at 1815 hours from Ai Chern saying that the lady want to file a police report for future reference at AMK South NPC. I took the MRT down to the police station and wait for them to arrive after seeing the doctor. Then the police officer took down my Name, NRIC, Contact number, and Address. While the police is taking the statement from the lady, as there is no need for us to stay during the filing of the report. We went back to the store right after that.

Pang Keng Hao [RA / PT]

2006-12-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

many things happpen..

Pre-Log:
i dunno how to start and also i do not know how to write. it is due to many problem i have been facing these few days. ok just to update you all on what i have been doing these few days after O'level.

22rd Nov - Start working @ Popular Book Store Junction 8
2nd Dec - Serangoon Old Prefects' and Friends' BBQ @ East Coast

then i guess these is all that major stuff that happen to me. nothing else, i have been working for a pretty long time already since the 22rd i have been working and got a few days off from work which i use the break to seal myself up at home. i didnt go out much other then i went to watch a movie at VIVO city once with Hazel.

but i didnt live as happy as i have been for a long period of time. nothing to do with my family but more to friends i guess. haix.. i dunno if it is about me thinking too much or maybe it is just that true. or just that everyone is so busy with their own life and work that make my feels bad. i also have made a good friend of mine angry and i dun think she will forgive me that easily. haix... i didnt sms or call her as i am afraid she see my sms then she got into bad mood for the day. didnt wanna spoilt anyone else mood. then just today someone ask me to remove the her blog link from my web. i ask her can tell me the reason? but all she replyed was 'no need' so what does this means?? cannot even make friends? or there is something wrong with your thinking? i dun care already. haix...

NCC HQ:
Congrat to those who pass the CLT course. many of my friends is now a CLT and they are all so happy about it.. here i am explaining to all who have been asking me why i didnt go for the course. i didnt go not because i didnt like NCC already or because i didnt want to be with you all anymore. it is due to i dun think i can serve at hard or as well as i think you all think i can. i am getting like old and needed to rest more as i feel tired very easily not just from the work but i just didnt want you all to see hope on me to help you al much. it is also time for you all to go on and step up on your on feet without me.

NCC SRS:
ok i promise i will try to come and help you all on the days i am free. but as i have said earlier it is time for you all to go on your on feet all of you got your rank and all happily wearing them with pride. and i cannot always be there in you whole life and i cannot always be there to solve all the problem you all faces for you. therefore please take good care of yourself and also take good care of the cadets that is under your hand. therefore it is time you all play and run the unit on your own. i dunno how much more i can help. as i am not sure if i am going to poly or to ITE i am not sure of my result yet so i cannot say anything. if it is poly i might still be able to come back but if it is ITE i might need to spend more time on the school work already..

I hope you all can understand.

To ALL:
For those thinking that i am a robot that never know how to give up and never say die or dunno how to rest or take a break i just hope to tell you all that i am out of that energy to contiune as i am tired and i feel that it is time for me to rest well and hard so as i can still think sharp and clear but i will cool down and stop on most of my events.

A Song For Boys,
A Song For Girls.

A Song For Friends,
A Song For Lovers.

A Song For Dreams,
A Song For Tears.

A Song For Winds,
A Song For Rain.

A Song For Stars,
A Song For Flowers.

A Song For Cry,
A Song For Smile.

A Song For Her,
A Song For Him.

A Song For You,

But Never A Song For Me.
Take Care, My Friends.
Good Luck In What Ever You All Do.
ALl The Best And Hope To Hear From You All Soon.

2006-11-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

Your IQ Is 140

Your Logical Intelligence is Genius

Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Genius

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

2006-11-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2006-11-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

You Are From Venus

You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it.

What Planet Are You From?

2006-11-10T10:43:00.000+08:00

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

2006-10-26T15:17:00.000+08:00

At last the Haze is no longer a part of our daily life. I guess I have been thinking a lot these few days. I am not sure why myself, just like yesterday when I was jogging at the canal near my school. We mostly my school mate will never think well for that canal as it is stink. But I have never think that this canal is stink. Just as why I would jog there and not anywhere else. When I finish jogging my 5km run yesterday which I stopped at about half way of the canal and I suddenly stop and look around me and the beautiful canal. I also just didn't know why I took out my phone and take a few picture.

Take a close look on how badly the water is polluted it is cause by us. We human, and now the human who call this canal stink. why didn't they think about if this canal is taken care by us this canal would never have that smell. But I didnt know why I don't find that Canal's smell bad, maybe due to I have been Jogging there for the pass 5 years. Rain or Shine, every sunday I would visit the canal for my run. I would feel that I didn't have to care about anything when I am jogging there. When ever I finish my jog at the canal I have always been very glad due to I feel that I didn't have my daily headache anymore due to all the thinking. I guess this is life as not everything is to be on our way, we have to think about how to adapt to the surrounding and not the surrounding adapt to us.

My Chinese Teacher (Ms Karen Ong) she found that the tree that she like to look at outside our school. But I don't share the same tree as her, I have found my tree 3 years ago.

This tree have been my tree in way cause this is where I have always stop from my 6km run. and I would look at this tree, this tree wasn't there 4 years ago. But it have been moved here due to the construction of the path and also the road. I have been thinking for this tree as does it share the same thought as I am. Staying beside this canal would be a Happy. I would look at this tree and think about many stuff about life. I hope you all would also find your tree real soon to be able to know and understand more about yourself and the way your life is going to work so that it is best for you.

regards
Dead Mushroom

2006-10-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

Jokes!

Teacher: History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past.
Student: Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history.
Teacher: Why?
Student: There is no future in it.

Teacher: Ted, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how much would your father still have?
Ted: $10.
Teacher: You don't know maths.
Ted: You don't know my father!

Mother: David, come here.
David: Yes, mum?
Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse.
David:?But I will only get my report book tomorrow.
Mother: I know that. But I am going to Hong Kong tomorrow, so I am scolding you now.

Father: Why did you fail your mathematics test?
Son: On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8
Father : So?
Son: On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?

A mother and son were doing dishes while the father and daughter were watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash
of breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look at her father.
Daughter: It's mummy!
Father: How do you know?
Daughter: She didn't say anything.

Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes Dear
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No, mine is undying love

Man: How old is your father?
Boy: As old as me
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He became a father only when I was born

Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg.
Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.

Teacher: Simon, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his?
Simon: No, teacher, it's the same dog!

Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything!
Son: That's why I say she's no good!

Teacher: "Where were u born?"
Student: "Singapore , Sir."
Teacher: "Which part?"
Student: "All of me, Sir."

A teacher was asking her class: "What is the difference between 'unlawful' and 'illegal'?" Only one hand shot up. "Ok, answer, Joan" said the teacher. "'unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and 'illegal' is a sick eagle."

Teacher: "How come you do not comb your hair?"
Ah Kow: "No comb, Sir."
Teacher: "Use your dad's then."
Ah Kow: "No hair, Sir."

A boy came home from school with his exam results.
"What did u get?" asked his father.
"My marks are under water," said the boy.
"What do u mean 'under water'?"
"They are all below 'C' level"

2006-10-20T17:14:00.000+08:00

There were two nuns..
One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM),
and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL).
It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.

SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.
SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.
SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do?
SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.
SM: It's not working.
SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.
SM : So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.
SL: The only logical thing we can do is split You go that way and I'll go this
way. He cannot follow us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical.

Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical.
Then Sister Logical arrives.
SM: Sister Logical ! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!
SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both, so he followed me
SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?
SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.
SM: And?
SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me.
SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?
SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.
SM : Oh, Sister! What did the man do?
SL : The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.
SM: Oh, no! What happened then?
SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down.

2006-10-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

I once wrote this on 21st May 2005,

One day when you are angry,
I can't promise to cool you down,
but you can vent it one me.

One day when you want to cry,
I can't promise to cry with you,
But I will wipe it off you.

One day when you are sad,
I Can't promise to make you happy,
But I will stay with you.

One day when you are happy,
I can't promise you will share with me,
But I will stand aside and smile.

One day when you didn't see me,
I cant't promise you that I am fine,
But I will still protect you.

I will be your Guardian Angel,
Till the start and end of life,
Till the end of time.

I got a friend who wrote this in her MSN personal message too.. which i find it quite nice and i wanna to share... she is Jia Li.. i now her from national camp when i was the instructor...

"If I Lay Here. If I Just Lay Here. Would You Lie With Me And Just Forget The World."

i find it nice... tml is the O'level science pratical... i will be back to post tml... nite...

2006-10-13T17:44:00.000+08:00

Wow… today was my happy day… due to Ms Loo and keng hei with my we when to ICIBAN SUSHI haha it was Ms loo treat.. and then I was quite shy to let her treat lah.. I didn’t do anything for her but yet she still treat me go eat.. so I must treat her go eat also lo… but I and keng hei will treat her go eat at the end of the year… so hehex let wait for it…haha today went to school to help keng hei with his art as he need to install bolt and nut for his art… then the worst part came.. the board was drilled on the wrong side.. then we have to sent it down to redrilll it again… haha then when everything is done I was giving a hand for Ms Loo for her O’level art by taking photo.. haha then we when out after that… haha so that is it for today.. nite everyone… hehex…

Laoshi Blog..

2006-10-10T10:28:00.000+08:00

haha now i am in class in my chinese lesson but due to i am taking CLB so i am not needed to attend the lesson but then Ms Ong who is going to be address at 'Laoshi'... she show us a blog that has been up for three months take she took to prepare it for us... haha.. later in the lesson we are going to take photo but i am not sure if i will be included as i am not really in the class lols.. but then please visit the blog as i find it very meaningfull.. here is the link haha so people if your are free go and take a look... i think you all can free feel to comment on the stuff but please post you name to block out spam and also confusion.. lols.. hahaha i went to BBQ for moon cake on last friday but then i will be posting the photo on friday but on the dat which we took and also blog about it... sorry i didnt blog for such a long time due to my exam and also the making of the 5N class video... which now look so much like the video from 5N2 only.. lols.. hahah so i will be back here soon and i will try to blog everyday after my O'level since i will be working.. come find me to buy things at popular J8 ok? haha come come find me to buy to increase the sale quote.... haha..

regards...
takecare...

2006-09-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Well.. yesterday was my mum Birthday and we went out to Marina South to eat Buffet on seafood.. hehex... my brother teach us something new.. go there and eat Veg only.. haha cannot say what it is but if your wanna know ask me loh... lols.. haha.. then today we at night celebrated again with cake.. hehex.. due to my mum got work today so we can only celebrate at night.. hehex... and here are some photos... hehex.. enjoy... but WARNING R21 my dad didnt wear his shirt... lols.. haha... anyway enjoy...

thats is for the night... GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.. hehex...

2006-09-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

Shout Out Loud As If You Have Never Say Anything Before.
Run So Fast As If You Never Feel That It Is Tired.
Cry Deep Out As If You Have Never Sad Before.
Love Someone As If You Have Never Been Hurt Before.
Live Your Life As If Today Is The Last Day Of Your Life.

The Meaning Of This Is To Do Your Best In Every Things You Do Anytime Anywhere. As You Will Never Know If You Will Live To See The Next Seconds Of You Life. Say I Love You To Your Love One Whenever You Feel You Wanna To. Do Things To Make Them Happy But Never Sad. As You Will Never Know If You Can See Them Moving The Next Year, Month, Day, Hours, Second or Even MilliSeconds. Treasure every moment you have.
You Will Treasure It Even More When You Can Share It With Someone Special. To Realize The Value Of A Friend: Lose One.

Nothing much to say today... hope you will live your life have from today... nite everyone..

2006-09-13T10:54:00.000+08:00

today morning no exam.. hehex.. so didnt go school.. lols.. hehex.. anyone miss my blogging? lols.. haha no one will loh... ok then yesterday night so rarely JO LYN sms me.. after about 2 months then she message me already.. haha then we chated for awhile and she is still not doing too fine... haix.. so as i am here.. many problems... but then i guess all this is part of life... haix.. so many restriction so many rules so many things to follow... how i hope there is one day with out all this i can do what i wanna to do without anyone scolding of thinking what the hack i am doing man.. lols.. but when this day come i die already lah.. lols.. hehex.. but then nvm i will get out of this system soon i guess.. but maybe 10 years 20 years 30 years?? 40 years???? lols.. nvm... ok then nothing much happen due to PRELIM in here.. and we are in the mid of the exam... lols.. so far okok only.. cannot comfirm anything on the paper as they are pretty hard and also pretty easy.. see the paper bah.. but the those easy one got paper 2 so we think we will all die at paper 2 then... lols.. hehex... so then nothing to say... not in the mood just came in here to update a bit before anyone came shouting to my blog.. UPDATE LEH!!! lols.. haha then sign out for the day...

regards

2006-09-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

today when to sentosa with Lance, Yi Hao, Yong Tang, Keng Hei.. The Delta's06 and the sec 2 for ncc stuff.. hehex... i and lance with hakim when over to Sentosa at 8am.. hehex.. met up over at kovan station at 7pm when Hakim was like late... haha then when on to the island to put up the check point... hehex.. and then the cadets reach around 9am... and they start on their trip.. they will given one 500ml water bottle, a each team get a pack of 12 energy bar.. hehex... so it is like enough for them loh.. hehex.. we also saw HPS NPCC out over at sentosa and they also doing the same things like us... haha.. but theirs is many people lah.. not like ours.. lols... i will upload the photos once i got it from those who took the photos... haha cheer out...

regards

2006-09-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

SYDNEY (AFP) - Iconic Aussie wildlife daredevil Steve Irwin has died as he loved living: seeking out the world's most dangerous and exotic creatures in their own domain.

But, in a strange twist, it was one of the less dangerous creatures that he has confronted that ultimately claimed his life.

The ebullient environmentalist, one of Australia's best known exports, was killed when he was lashed in the chest by a stingray's poison barb while filming underwater on the Great Barrier Reef on Monday.

"We have probably lost one of the most passionate wildlife people on this earth," said Irwin's producer John Stainton, who was filming with Irwin when his heart was pierced by the stingray's venomous tail.

Irwin's overflowing passion for animals, reptiles, fish and other creatures -- however deadly they might have been -- was a lifelong affair that made him a household name across the world.

His infectious enthusiasm and natural showmanship grew out of a childhood spent at the small reptile park started by his parents in Queensland, northeastern Australia, where he learned his love for creepy crawlies.

Born Stephen Robert Irwin in the southern city of Melbourne in 1962, the future "Crocodile Hunter" was exposed to such creatures from the earliest age by his reptile-enthusiast plumber father Bob and mum Lyn.

When Irwin was eight, his family moved to Queensland to launch a reptile park at Beerwah on the Sunshine Coast, where he helped care for and feed the slithering menagerie which he soon adopted.

He would spend his spare time catching fish and hunting rodents to feed to his 3.6-meter (12-foot) pet python and his crocodiles.

Irwin's father taught him the ropes, even training him to jump into rivers in the region to catch crocodiles at night with his bare hands, an antic that would become one of Irwin's signature moves when he became a global television star.

As an adult, Irwin launched into the crocodile trapping business in areas of Queensland where the beasts were troubling residents, and in 1991 he took over the family business which he would turn into a global attraction.

Fate took a hand in Irwin's fortunes in 1991, when he ran into an old friend and television producer, Stainton, who oversaw the making of Irwin's first documentary, "The Crocodile Hunter", in 1992.

The show depicted the crocodile-trapping honeymoon of Irwin and his new American bride Terri Raines, who he had met at the park, and it turned Irwin into a TV personality.

Over the next 15 years, Irwin would make more than 70 one-hour episodes of his unusual wildlife documentary series, as well as scores of other shows with titles such as "Croc Files" and "Croc Diaries".

The unusual mix of Irwin's boundless enthusiasm and apparent fearlessness while getting close up and personal with terrifying creatures turned him into a star, notably in the United States where he is the subject of countless impersonation acts.

But his passion for promoting environmentalism and educating children in the ways of the wild had got Irwin into trouble as well as making him legions of fans.

In 2004, the father-of-two became the focus of a public firestorm when he fed a chicken to a hungry crocodile while holding his one-year-old son Bob in his other arm.

Irwin hit back at critics, saying the child was in no danger and insisted that he would continue such antics if they taught children about wildlife. His eight-year-old daughter Bindi looks set to follow in her dad's footsteps.

"When I was a very small boy, my dad did the same for me," he retorted. "In fact when I was nine-years-old he let me jump, restrain and capture my first crocodile."

2006-09-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Keng Hei: I know how you feel right now, I have been through this before. Not that you dont trust anyone around you, but you are getting sick of your life in this small groups of friends. This is why you can now get better along with another group of friends. But remember dun change who you are, you already also changed abit which there is good side and bad side. Think about it and then try to get back to your ownself. I hope i am not too mcuh this few days to keep scolding you over all this matters about my own life. I am deeply sorry too, my dad is angry with me not you. why should i scold you right? haha just sorry ok? Take Care!!!

Shareen: hi there, about that matter i think i am at fault for not informing you earlier which i ought i should but then i didnt. Just that i didnt know how to be a caring friend, i only know how to care about my ownself. So Sorry. Take Good Care of yourself and wish you a speedy recover.

Mrs Wong: Wan Nee, Sim Siong, & all the others who went for the Soul Garden Trip for teachers day, sorry i didnt make it cause of some reason. But it is my fault lah, So anything come wack me ok?? i hope you all had your fun when i am not around. thanks and take care everyone. good luck in the on coming exam and the O'level.. God Speed!

Mr Gomez and 6G(2001): Sorry i didnt make it too for the lunch haha same reason as i didnt go for the soul garden trip. So if there is photos please send me ok? because i missed how everyone looked.. but i can say i didnt change much but got alot more holes on my face.. lols.. haha ok good luck too.. take good care...

Then for me myself.. i got nothing to say this few days... very upset, hoping the world would end like a movie... because world to be is this messy already.. you never know who in the hell back-stabbed you of you will never know if you stepped on to a mine on your niext step... after i left the prefects i also can see how to system work even better now.. because you can see the problem from the outside and you dun have to solve it.. but you know what will happen even before it happen because you can observe more if you are not in there... it is the same in life as we arfe in it.. "only the dead have seems the end of war" so only the dead have seem everything, every problem, every bad guys at work, every good guys being killed... haha this is life isnt it?? haix.. nothing much more to say.. good night.. rest well sweet dream...

2006-08-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

Today is National Day.. 9th AUG 06.. times just went on and one without us knowing that we have been getting older and older.. but then when it comes to national day we know that singapore is getting better and better... lols. haha.. but then this is not what i shall be comenting about.. lols.. after all this is my blog not singapore's blog.. right?? lols.. okok i see arh.. today wake up in the morning and then rested awhile before going for breakfast and also next up is that i when on to pack my bags for the upcoming camp i am going tonight... ~~~NATIONAL CAMP~~~ lols.. haha so i when on to pack my bags and rested again awaiting for my lunch.. lols then i rested again until the national day parade shown on TV and watched the whole thing already the my dad send me to Pasir Laba Camp located at Boon Lay in the west part of singapore.. hehex.. and then i when reach the gate, i show my pass then i entered while my dad U-turn and then when on home.. hehe.. i was told to go to Kilo Company Blk to get a bunk.. and then when i reached 'Kilo' i saw Cpt John, and 3 more NS men.. haha then they first asked me if i am here for the national camp and am i a camper or what? then i told them i was an instructor they when on like huh? you all booking in tonight meh?? lols so it was all a big mees up system again... which is not uncomman lols.. then when one of the SAF spec when on to find the Head Log for the keys to Blk Lima and then Cpt John was bored and tired i guess.. cause he just climbed up a 5-tonner and then sleep on the top part of the head of the big ass Trunk.. lols.. then when i saw that he was he wanna join me? up here..? lols... luckly i didnt say yes cause the keys will here shortly already.. lols.. then others came in to the camp also but then reach at about 2300hours lols.. but i have waited for more then 2 hours as i have booked-in at 2100hours... then we got our own bunk to rest in.. lols.. i will upload the photos later on the 18th Aug Post in the evening.. lol... so see you all on the next day.. Nites...

National Camp 06 - NC06
Day 01
Pasir Laba Camp - SISPEC HQ (Lima)

2352hours Lights Out...

2006-08-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

today, just isnt my day again... dunno why also lah... but this few days or maybe it have been months seen i last see myself really happy... haix.. many things happen and i didnt know why it happen... because it is not really my fault to say with lah... but then i got to say that i am very STRESS as i have been really not myself for a long time already lah... i am turning into a person even i myself cannot know or understand... i also know that i didnt really do my school works well this few months to count.. as also you all can see that i have the D&T to do for my O Level and also i got so many exam to handle and also all this pressure i am getting from my friends... i am unlucky or lucky? i dunno because i got so many friends until some to me they are good so to me they arent... because there are friends who help me to relieve stress there are also people who claim to be my friends to give me stress... anyway please get your fact right!!! before telling me that i am wrong.. or you are right... because why must you all let me know this year... last year never let me know last last year didnt let me know.. and also no one else say so... and then so many people come and ask me i did it wrongly anot..??? then if you think i do wrong please come and show me lah.. because..if you think i am wrong as a friend should you come tell me personally and not boardcast it... around the whole school and making it like i am a fool when i am not lah.. so is this was you want me to do? to think i am going crazy all myself? or what? you all think you all know me very well? OMG i got people who know me in this world... haix... i am crazy already... happy??

(my mum came back from work)

(Came into my Room)

(then speak speak speak)

(then left the room)

(the i went to close the door)

haix... also now so many things also no one believe me... even my mother also... now adays i went home so late.. then she ask i go where... but then i tell here i am in school doing my D&T stuff in the pactical but yet she question me... then i going out tml for the National Camp breifing... she also talk like i am still not grown up and dunno what i am doing.. if i dunno what i am doing.. then can i do things??? dun trust me put it right in my face... dun restirct me until like this is a prison.. you say you make the home like me wanna to go home but then do you really think so?? i everyday go back to an empty shell with no love and feeling... only me to the computer and the computer to me... which is like i am a dumbass with me alone at home everyday... i dun get to see you much... i dun get to see dad much too... i dun get to see bro much too... then dun the three of you who is my family know how the hell i feel everyday? how i felt when i am home? why i always wanna to go out? it is because i am sick of this life of mine.. as i am wanting to die right now at this point of the time.. do you know something.. i can dun go for anything when there is a family gathing... but then if there one??? and is there the so call love that i am suppose to feel? haix... i only feel it once a week i guess??? on the short time frame of sunday morning??? haix... dunno lah... haix.. no more mood to contiune

--
Mushroon.Inc
Fragmented Me...
http://solitary-sundown.blogspot.com/

Pang Keng Hao

2006-07-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

wa.. must blog today arh.. if not later kanna wack by Ah Lian.. haha... nah.. jkjk... hehex... these few days i am quite happy.. haha compared to the past few months this is the best weeks i have.. haha.. i went to ZOO!!! haha with friends.. haha.. i updated my multiply.com already only those who are my contact can see..lols.. haha got alot of nice photo... it is all my history, my past, my laughter before i stopped laughing... haix... nevermind i am mean to be sad for my whole life, mean to be alone, loving others which is not expected to be loved. haix.. spreading love is good.. but it upset me every little single day, it hurts when i think about the past, it is painful about the happy times, as i know i will never be able to feel them anymore, never again. there are many things in life i didnt hold on to, i let go. because i feel they might be happier this way, but why i still feel sad over all this stuff i decided to let go, to let them spread their wings to let them fly... haix.. i am only hurt and hurt everytime i think of all this nice moments... haix.. but then they are never mine again... they are just a dream, a thought, a feeling... something i know it happened, but taking it as a tale, a myths something not true... haix... nvm...

anyway have been sick for about the past 1 weeks, caught up with flu, body ache, cough, and mood swing. but then still able to handle them i believe as i know it will never be easy for me to bring myself down. i will never give up in what i believe what is best for everyone, i will stay the way i am i will forever be who i am, who i wanted to be. even if it is going to be a long and lonely road i will still take it... i will never think a second more for anything i believe in. the only believe is..."Faith, Trust, Fate" in short my one own single word for this believe is "FAYT" as it bear all my believe.. haix... for those who dunno why i like to name myself Fayt? this is the real reason behind it... haha... will update more..

2006-07-07T08:03:00.000+08:00

hi all... haha long time no see... lols.. haha i got nothing better to do this few days i think lols... i can come here to blog for so many times in a month to come and blog already it is like after a long time since i did it... haha... then i come up with something...

wanting to get you to stay is difficult,
and the time needed is forever,
needing you to hold me tight,
needing you to keep me warm,
encase in your warm and laughter,
everlasting memories will be kept in my heart.

haha then just nothing better to do then come up with this loh.. lols.. haha haix.. but this few day like i am in no luck or i am not in a good health i guess... because i cannot do my work and also study as fast as i used to be... not lagging for sure lah. but then i am sure i am not fast enough for some stuff... haix... so i also dunno how because i dunno if i should go see a doctor or not but i feel it is ok lah... haha... and also that shareen will be going for her Ops at AH soon.. so i also cannot say anything much yet... but i pray she will be fine bah... haix... coming back tml... to contiune....

regards
pang

2006-07-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

lols... Today nothing to do then come here to blog once again on my boring life... Because nothing to do loh... And also that nothing much but the Chinese teacher teaching in the 5N class is very fun lah.. haha she is nice and a good teacher... Like Mr Victor Ong, and also Mr Ong Beng Leong. haha...haha there are the best few teacher that have this standard of teaching... haha it is:

First: Mr Victor Ong
Second: Mdm Sujatha Letchumy
Third: Ms Ong (Chinese Teacher)
Fourth: Mr Lim Chun Heng
Fifth: Mr Ong Beng Leong

haha... then nothing much to blog already lah.. one more think loh... it was like i woke up on monday morning like normal days going to school loh.. after i have showered and dressed pack up and ready while heading for the door my mum ask me... "you need to go school today arh?" haha then i think huhs? then i remember it is monday which is Youthday celebration... haha

regards
pang

2006-07-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

hi everyone... sorry like so long didnt blog.. because busy bah... my dad was like in the hospital from the 22th to 30th June. reason was HP level low... in simple term is low blood... haix... but he is fine now... at home... like having more rights to abuse his power once again.. i hate him when he does that... he may be a really good dad... but what destroy him in my heart is his damn F.U. way of doing stuff... "being smart is still ok, Dun act smart!!" haix... dun talk about him le.. today i start out a new plan for myself... as on every sunday i would go for a jog... like today i ran 5km at the school park there... i would be running at about 4pm bah... or maybe will change it to before breakfast which will be like 6am? haha i dun mind as long as my family is agrees with it... haha.. so ya... then this few day is like not really good with my health i guess.. because it is very tired to go from school and then home and then TTSH.. haix... just very tired lah... dun go then got scolded for like not caring for dad like that... as if i want to see him in that state like this... haix... i am so unhappy bacause i cannot even take a break... while some other can play game... can go out... still can scold me as someone else is already scolding... haix... all this is my life which is full of crap...

And one more thing... i would like to say sorry to Xiang Bing here... because i think i offenced her because i wanna know who wants my number... so i wish that she would forgive me because i didnt really mean it ya... haix.. to me it is better to have a friend then to have a emeny... so SORRY.... forgive me ok? please...? haix... maybe it is of no much use bah... because she sounded really angry in the last few message... so... haix...

then nothing much more to say le....
Tired + Stress + Problem + People + Result = Dead

Regards
Pang

2006-07-01T11:21:00.000+08:00

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Favourite colour: White/Black
Favourite food: Laska
Favourite song: One Boy One Girl (Collin Raye)
Favourite movie: Black Hawk Down
Favourite sport: VolleyBall, Jogging
Favourite season: Winter
Favourite day of the week: Sunday
Favourite ice-cream flavour: Choc Mint
Favourite book: We Were Soldiers Once And Young
Favourite manga: Gundam Wing

8 currents:
Current mood: Uncertain
Current desktop: Daily Needs
Current toe-nail colour: Nil
Current time: 1122 hours
Current annoyance: Ask To Do SK Job
Current thought: Missing Her
Current boyfriend/girlfriend: Nil
Current book you are reading: Congo (The Movie)

8 Firsts:
First best friend: Shareen Lee
First crush: Nur Azlin
First movie: The Rock (1996)
First piercing: Baby by Nurse
First lie: Primary School?
First music: My Mums CD?
First car: Mit Lancer EVO 4 (lols)
First handphone: Nokia 3310 (Primary?)

Lasts:
Last cigarette: Nil
Last drink: COFFEE!!!
Last car ride: My Dad Driving
Last crush: No Comment
Last movie seen: Cant Remember..
Last phone call: Back Home
Last CD played: Hans Zimmer's Music

Have eu ever:
Dated one of your best friends?: Nil
Broke the law?: Nil
Been arrested?: Nil
Been on TV?: Primary School (Disney Channel)
Kissed someone eu din noe? Yes by accident..

3 things eu are wearing:
1. Shirt
2. Short
3. Watch

3 things eu can hear right now:
1. I'd Do anything - Simple Plan
2. Msn Online Alert
3. My Brother's Chair

2 things eu cant live without:
1. Someone (Dun need to know)
2. Fun
3. Computer
4. Handphone
5. Time

Things eu do when eu are bored:
1. Sleep
2. Jog
3. Stare into Space
4. Play CS Online

And now, for the 5 peeps eu gotta tag.
1. Amanda Loh
2. Nur Azlin
3. Alice Lesmana
4. Aw Luo Ling
5. Cindy Yeo

~THE END~

2006-06-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do.. SO WHEN TO FRIENDSTER COPY THIS FEW CUTE TESTIMONIAL!!!

AMANDA- Posted 13/6/2006
Hello Uncle Molely. :)

Thanks for sending me those crap to cheer me up eh. Especially that Ketchup video. Heehee. It made me laugh like siao. LOL.

I AM NOT FIERCE ! I'm so gentle lah. Heehee. I only defend myself when you try to get fresh with me in Bio class ! Hah ! Okay, just kidding huh. :D

Pang Keng, My personal computer technician ! Heehee. Any lil thing that goes wrong with my com, I just shout out loud " KENG HAO ! "

:)))

And he's always sweeeet enuff to help me, for free ! Without wanting anything in return. Okay, perhaps a cup of coffee ! You coffee freak ! Hahaha ! We should hang out more at coffee bean.

Yeah, that's about it. Take care too ! See ya soon !

Jyn Posted 11/6/2006
Here is your long awaited testimonial..

LOLx!

He is my bro for about how long? 2-3yrs? Known him since serangoon sec.. Yesh, quite long liao... Anyway, still in contact with him and he's really a good brother and friend.. But sometimes he's really annoying with all the crappy stuff that he does.. Hahz! juz joking.. :P

Talking to him on the phone now somemore..

Aargh! Can't multi-task! LOLx!

Anyway.. He's really a nice guy and a very loyal friend.. He's been my confidante for so long and been there for countless times liao.. I'm really grateful for everything that he's done for me.. I dunno wat else to say.. He's just a really great guy with a heart of gold, ready to do anything to help you if he can.. Good with pc stuff and creating blogskins plus active in sports and cca as well.. Ncc land..

Its just quite sad that he's usually there for ppl but there's very few ppl there for him. Despite everything, i'll try to be there for you ya? Like wat U've done for me. :D

Lance Posted 13/6/2006
K H Pang

*blink eye* It has already been 3 years. Woah~ Time seriously flies. It seems not too long ago that i came into Ncc as a private and now, i'm already a sgt, staff sergeant to be. The past 3 years has been fun. Lessons learned... Knowledge acquired and stuff. And most importantly, my favourite, CHANGING PARADE ! lols. I expected more... but then... haix. So short only no kick. LOLS. no la... joking.

Erms well, write til here. byebye.

-ShInEz- Posted 17/3/2004
Keng Hao.. my bro.. Erm... He is very playful , i mean very.. He is a very evoted kind of guy to his girl and really a good listening ear. But i prefer to talk to my mei... If u dun rally noe him, you might think he is a gay( whether izzit ttrue ask him yourself).HE rally has the leadership qualities. Upper sec liaoz.. Muz learn to be more understand towards pple...

- g L a D - Posted 23/1/2004
elloz~!!!iT's mE..!!! hEhEx~ keng hao arh..?? erm.. this boi here may look stern, cold n weird on the outside but has great inner beauty.. once u get to noe him u will noe le.. hehex~ he is helpful.. always helpin ppl around him.. even if u dun ask for his help he will oso volunteer to help u de.. hehex~ not onli this.. he oso very friendly.. crack lame jokes oso but got funny ones lahz.. when u need some1 to tok to n couldnt find anyone, he will be ur best choice.. hehex~ [like advertisin lidat..] not tat he always free lahz.. jus tat he will definitely find time to listen to u.. Besides these, he is erm.. a gentleman, understandin n has a soft side oso.. he loves sentimental love songs.. quite crazy over them i think.. hehex~ kkz lahz.. think enuf long le.. oh ya.. this guy frm NCC land.. can be a great leader someday.. but a small little piece of advice..although i noe tat once u think wad u do is right u will be determine wid it.. it can be a gd thing but sometimes jus listen to other ppl views maybe the outcome might be better.. dun be too implusive n rush ya.. aniwae when u need help or need some1 to tok to oso can find me lorz.. i'll be right dere.. hehex~ mus remember me always ya when i'm gone cos u noe i'll remeber u always too.. hehex~ okok.. guess u think i too naggy le.. byez~ * mUaCkS * hehez~

AzLiN Posted 22/8/2004
heya~*well....let me c wat i can say abt u?hmm...gets angry quite easily lately,i dunnoe y oso,veri stressed wif lotsa stuff i guess...n can i add tt ur getting more cheeky as the days go by,if u noe wat i mean...veri dedicated wif all the things entrusted 2 him,veri on task as many ppl say...bt dun get so stressed k n pls take gd care of urself if u dun1 me 2 get worried abt u k?hav been sick 4 weeks nw...veri lucky 2 hav him as my bf...such a sweet,understanding n caring person who i cherish in my life...LovE u lotZ...mUacKzZz...

AzLiN Posted 19/7/2004
hiz~finally im free from all the RED CROSS stuff 2 write testi 4 u de...wat can i say abt him arhz?a veri caring n devoted person 2 his cca n iz a gd listening ear.nt 2 say hez sooo free bt he will go all out 2 help those in need.can b quite crappy at times bt moz importantly,hez jz a nice person 2 b wif!sumtimes 2 nice 2 ppl oso hav...a highly motivated student n u will feel veri easy ard him...a veri interesting person wif lotz of xperiences,can keep u captivated 1!a veri rational person (moz of the time,tt iz) as long as u dun provoke him at the wrong time...coz dis guy can b veri violent 1...jz ask ard n many ppl will say tt oso~oh ya,gerlz out der back off coz hez mine! hehex...veri lucky 2 hav him as my guy...such an understanding n devoted guy coz nt many ppl can put up wif me so much,hehex... oritez,im outta here...take gd care of urself n i will alwaes luv u!mUackZ!!!

AMANDA- Posted 9/7/2004
smart ass..hahax..this pumkin here veri smart de worx..though i onli noe
him..like..2 weeks? hahax..well, wad can i sae? he's friendly..and he treats mi well..but he always like to quarrel wib me..dunno y..tupid..but than..he reali veri clever la..in studies..he knows wads goin on..seriously, i dont..haha..he always beat mi in games oso..tao yan..idiot man..cannot let mi win once..once oso cannot!!..humph~ well..thanks to him i'm not tat bored in class anyway..hahax..but than when he fierce reali veri veri veri fierce..i oso dare not talk to him..aiyox.frm wad i see..is he shuld be love his gf veri much bax..hahax..kks lar..gtg..take care~ best wishes~,manda

-STEPHANIE Posted 14/9/2004
heyz! haiz... writing testi for this guy only cuz i want him to write 1 for me... okie, hmm... as my point of view as his junior, i would say that he is very fierce! lolx... yupx, if u offend him he will shout at u and its really very scary. and he punch ppl really very painful! i punch him then he like no feeling like that. hehex. hmm... also likes to show off. and he's my consultant! i always go to him to ask abt pervertic stuff. hehex. he's quite nice... remember that time i fainted then he and azlin come and help me. and his counselling is quite good too! ok, that's all i have to say. remember to write a long testi for me. thanks!! ~ aLwayS fInd a reAsoN tO smiLe!~

Skyline Posted 15/12/2004
SSG K.H. PANG !!! WAKE UP YOUR BLOODY IDEA !!! how dare u call an officer ' Jalan Kayu' !! u wan me to knock u down rite ??!!! ppl, if u happen to see a SSG in no. 4 wif lanyard in pumping postion at the busstop opposite hougang CC , u can safetly assume tat it is K.H. Pang being knocked it down by me ! haha........ok lahz this guy can be considered my cadet. i took him during specialist course and selected him to be my platoon best cadet. watch him grow from 2SG to SSG now. Dun u think tat it is nessasary to REPAY my KINDNESS of identifying ur leardership potential in spec course ?!!! i would'nt mind hafing a plate of chicken rice at the hawker center behind our house ! hahaha u noe wad i mean rite ? if u dont, nvm carry on 50 pumpings den i will make sure u noe wad i mean !!

AMANDA- Posted 17/1/2005
__ //. keng hao !! ___ *

ii wan testii!!` hahahas.

hmmm. this mushroom here. hees. knew him better during this period of time barrhs. he simply LOVE singing. yups. so.. when he starts.. all mus run!! hees. no larrhhs. actually is.. alritee larhs. lols. `

hmmm. wad morr` oh ya. he lurvess his gf. hahahas. eh. see i so gd. lols` this stupid guy is oso a so called monster lorhs. bloody hell. look at his muscles. GOSH. he aint human. hahahas` lalalala`-

0kiess larrhs. stop here.. i wan my testii!!!` hees. =D take caree.

\\ . frenwss fereverr` =)

-STEPHANIE Posted 27/5/2005- K e N g H a O -

heyy keng hao! got miss me? haha, i know u do. i miss you too, that's why i'm here to write a testi for you! hmm, this guy here, know him thru prefects. but [sighhs] he's not one anymore so we seldom talk nowadays =( really like talking to him cuz he sometimes talks sense into me and teach me stuff. haha. but always argue with him, haha, dunno why also. but that was in the past. hmm.. ohh! he like to bully me too. haha. he always say want to "shake hand" with me but end but squeezing my hand real hard. so dun ever be his victim! haha. and he's also real enthusiastic in his CCA. bet he really loves NCC eh? hahaz. alrights, i end here for today. do remember to write a testimonal for me! =)

- S t E p H -

2006-06-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

Here are the taken Photo Cindy Yeo:

2006-06-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

Here is the Photo taken by me:

This is another Photoghapher name: Cindy Yeo

2006-06-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

i am back to blog... sorry so long didnt blog... haha no mood lah.. very tired and bored..but then today we when to celebrate our father day over at my god-parents house lah.. haha quite bored at first but the we start and ended with blackjack... lols.. haha i lose 14 dollors lah.. thought... haha.. nvm... haha it is all for the fun of it.. hehex.. haha then quite sick lah this few days... but i am fine lah... haha maybe due to low-blood-sugar-level... hehex... and then nothing much happening to me this few days since i last blogged... but then i have always been thinking about that someone whom i have care... but then i know or in a way my friends told me that we are impossible to be together or something you know.. haha but then i didnt intend to give up... i didnt want to give up... haix.. blogging again tml.. because tml will mostly be having a new skin soon.. hehex...

2006-05-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

haha it is only one more min before the next day, the next month the month of june is here. Haha and also that it has also been sometime since i last updated this blog of mine. Haha but then i also now adays dunno what to blog because not really in the mood to blog bah... haha.. and also one more thing is that tml i planned not to go to school but then go for NDP training but then my RSM told me that it is cancelled. LOLs... so i got to go school tml then... haha.. but i am not really gonna care in the lesson much too because i personally feel that it is really not working for the student as point one is how many people came for the lesson in the first place? lols.. haha less then half the class came and we are to have lesson now.. then when school start then reteach for those who are not here in school this few days? lols.. but then nvm lah.. haha and also one more thing is that i might not be coming out for much events sorry guys but just that my 'o's is coming and i hope to really score well this time for the prelim and also the reall paper... but then sometime ask me out no problem lah.. ok but i dun thing i will go out too far lah.. ok? somewhere near maybe? haha go for coffee bean ok? lols... that is all lah for today and also then i wish that shareen will take care of herself... nite.. to all.. byebye

regards

2006-05-19T08:00:00.000+08:00

haix... today morning is sort of the worst day of my life in this whole year... due to i am waking up later then 6.30 for 2 days already which i dun have a way to get to school on time today but for yesterday i can reach school without my dad sending me to school but then today i cannot because it is quite late.. haix.. then this is when my mum started scolding me all again.. haix.. so i cannot say anything for her that will make her angry... haix.. as if i wanna wake up late like that when i am having headache here and there how to sleep well in the night... haix... so i didnt knwo how lah... tell her then she worry here worry there... dun tell her then she scold here scold there.. so i didnt really have a choice but just let her scold loh.. but then now it is that i have choosen that to let her scold me i have been bound as to sleep before 11pm... everyday... haix... so now what??? when you cant sleep you just cant sleep right...? haix... forget about it lah... then one more thing is that....

This is for the one whom that has been chatting with me for awhile already... i am not saying that you are whatsoever but i cannot comfirm that you just didnt wanna chat with me anymore or what.. but it is just that you have been very tired of the last few days... so i didnt have a chance to ask you about this... it is wherethe you didnt want of you dun feel like talking to me? or it is that you are really that busy... because just like yesterday which is like i called you but you rejected the call and i message you. then you only replied when you got home... which to me it just like you are trying to avoid me or something... haix.. nevermind because i dun think i have much of a chance talking to you already due to the 11pm rule that just came up so maybe it is going to be like ya... maybe see you on msn when you have the time... haha... and i didnt bring my phone to school anymore i think just as not to get anything to distract me in class as i really sometime wishing to have the chance to relax on myself... haix... i am quite stress out for a long time... and then i am trying to find a new way to relax myself now adays... haha... maybe trying to cheer someone up is the only way...? so i didnt have anything else to do.. haix... nvm... that is all i have got to say for today.. so i can say... byebye... cya all of you...

2006-05-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hi there... Someone forcing me to update my bloc ar.. lols... haha...haha nothing to update leh... lols.. But last sat my birthday lah... haha... Then went out to celebrate the noon time with Sim Siong, Wan Nee, Wan Chin... But dunno they know it is my Birthday anot or just asking me out like normal.. lols.. haha... haix... nvm about that... But I just thinking or treat it as they are bah... Dun wanna think so much about the matter... haha... Then in the night I declare I am broke...haha because i went to 'Petals' - The Shactec Restaurant at 100 High Street #01-03, The Treasury... haha just beside Funan the IT Mall...haha... then it is like i am broke lah.. haha... it was quite a bill but then still ok lah... because it is my birthday after all and the two lucky ladies were Jo Lyn and Janice... haha... then Jolyn also gave me a present... lols.. haha it was a 'Smash!' Watch... haha... it is very nice.. hehex...

i got nothing more to say but i would like to say thank you to those who remembers my birthday and/or have spent it with me... thanks to all of you... thank you....

Regards

2006-05-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

hi all, it is may so fast the days when pass my life... haha didnt enjoy much of my life i guess thats is why i didnt feel the days passes by so quicky... haha but then it is something i just feel so didnt know it is right or not... haha... nvm... i just cam eback from Indonesia haha from my dad's home town... guess it yourself ok?? lols.. so many island to guess one only... haha dunno come ask me... haha... some of them know already can ask them loh... hah... then also that having headache almost everyday maybe due to lack of sleep or lack of oxygen in the brain... lols.. haha but so far so good bah... but now just having a heavy head but will be fine... going to take two panadol before i sleep tonight.. haha then for now... on the election day which happen to be my brithday haha... i am booked for the night... haha as i will be going out with Jolyn and Janice to eat... haha... i will be treating Jolyn as promise... but i have no cash to flow... haha later she eat i see... lols... then Janice if you want me treat right? then easy you pay first then i pay you back can? let me know when you call me tonight bah... haha.. lol.... so that is about it already... then also ALICE... my B.day present this year how? lols.. haha cannot get from you... haha... i am still using the cap you gave me haha.... but got someone like dun wanna return to me after wearing... which is JOLYN... lols.. haha.. but i think it is in good hand bah... *I THINK* lols... haha that is all... on my B.day i am still free in the morning and also afternoon... anyone wanna go out PM me ok?? thanks... i dun wish to lead a lonely B.day ever again... haix...

2006-04-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

NAPFA Gold Standard
Sit-Up --- <42
Standing Broad Jump --- 2.10m
Sit and Reach --- <47cm
Pull-ups --- <8 Times
Shuttle Run --- >10.2 seconds

What I score on 20th April
Sit-Up --- 44
Standing Broad Jump --- 2.64m
Sit and Reach --- 42cm
Pull-ups --- 10 Times
Shuttle Run --- 8.91 seconds

Today in our NAPFA test for the 4E and 5N... haha i am still 16 years old and the above it what i have scored. lols.. haha but then Alif Score 64 in Sit-Up, 2.65, for Standing Broad Jump... and i think his sit and Reach is better then me... sob... i wanna retake Standing Broad Jump and also Sit and Reach on monday during P.E.... dun care i wanna be better and score more points... haha... nothing much to say today as i got alot of stuff to do... so sorry will come back again tml... ok? good night and sweet dream everyone... take care of yourself... byebye

Regards

2006-04-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

Today was a very fun day.. And also very meaningful to me as we went to H.W.A. (Handicaps Welfare Association) with the Assistant Executive, Mr. Andrew Ong. H.W.A. Is located at 16 Whampoa Drive Tel: 62543006 Fax: 62537375. haha ok we went there and we meet up with the members over there who need the help they can get to try to get them back on their foot once again. Which to me is very important as I do not think any one would hope to not be able to walk of move about freely and easily. It is a heartache for me to see the people down there but it brought me back to a much happier mood when I see the 5N1 classmate so happy chatting with them and also perform a song. And also play chess with them too, who say that disabled people need to see the face of those who are fine. To me in believe those who went thought all this pain and which they have to take such a big effort to prove it to the world that they are not useless and they can do better than anyone who can walk normally or is plainly not disabled. It is a heartache to hear that so many people out there in Singapore didn't care much to those in need like those who are on wheelchair as we hear from the members their pain and feeling. I was very angry then. But they keep telling us that they are fine about it because they will prove it to them. I was so shocked with their thinking which is like so strong. And also that they are very much needed people's help but if we all look down on them, then this might be the end for them. So please I hope please be kind. Thanks.

2006-04-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

Wao... haha... just reached home and eaten my dinner only... haha... then just now when to Rafeal's house to repair his computer network work... haha it has been three weeks since i last when to his house... then also due to i am busy over the days... and hard to find time to go his house... haha... then it took me about 2 hours plus before i got to fix the connection problem... which is quite long lah.. haha then also that the Router might have some problem too... it is hard to get the connection done and uplink it.. lols... haha... but then it is due to the main connection is not working fine... i believe it is due to they reset the connection name which they lock down the router... but then using a prolink connector with some adjusting still will do the job... lols... haha... then in school today like nothing just live normal life loh... haha nothing else for today... haha... lols... hehex... see you all around then...

2006-04-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

today woke up so early also dunno why... haha... maybe thinking about some stuff bah... hehex.. but also dunno about what... but dun care already... haha but still very tried because i slept at 3 yesterday and woke up today at 5... lols... lame right... then wanna go back to sleep but cannot also dunno why already... then came here to edit the blog... and also that added a new area of my life story in secondary school... haha... nothing to do so just add loh... haha... lame again.. haha... then today got no plan in mind also not going out with friend or anything but just have to hang around with my family doing some stuff... haha so hungry... they forgot to buy breakfast for me... lols.. haha... then for gaming... lols... got Bug that can copy item... so i can do the trick to get to high level within two weeks... lols... haha... but then need to reinstall the game fast before the bug got fixed by the GM... haha this is when all gamers hope the GM dun work... lols... haha but then the GM really work hard man... haha hard to keep up with him... lols... thats all for now... will be back soon... take care all.... peace out...

2006-04-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hi, all... Welcome back to here... haha... Today is Sport's Day for Serangoon Secondary School... haha.. And all the race is a rough match... haha... But then the Winner for the Sport Day is Richard... haha it has been 7 years and now it is back to us... haha... haha but then this year I didn't do anything much or should I say I did nothing to help in the winning of Richard because I cannot join in the events and also I cannot run for my CCA the NCC (Land)... When I can run by right... But then I didn't run because of Dunne whatever reason... Then removing NCC from the run??? It was a Lame action done by the teacher who is the TCO for the NCC in Serangoon sec... Fine out what is TCO and Who is it your self... haha... And sorry for being rude to you TCO for not replying you when you talk to me... haha or should I say I will never talk to you ever again because no one in the NCC D1 have even like your action in any way... Of course this is how I feel about the matter... But I dun care anymore... haha...

Then the next news is also about CCA which is I am not in Hydroponic Anymore... SORRY Alice, cant help you there anymore... Because of the teacher and also I cannot endure the team of people anymore... Since they already believe they can run the Hydroponic on their own already so I dun thing I need to stay there any longer as I already did my part on the teaching and handing it down to those people that can work well and won't let it fall... Sorry if the person might not carry on with the stuff or do it well... But then just to let you know on the part that I already know about the hydroponic... We have a broken oxygen converter as they broke one when they are teaching the new group at march camp...and also the rest should be fine as long as they are being taken care of...

here is some photo for sport days....

2006-04-12T09:24:00.000+08:00

hi all... haha so long never come here write in my blog... haha so i am here to add some update to all of you here who is coming to see my blog today... haha tml is our school sport day already so therefore is there is anyone who need or want to come and see the day again please feel free to give me a call so i will let the teacher know about it and also please be attired in the good way.. haha you all know what i mean right??? so therefore good luck and i will tag again tonight... godbless all for tml events...

2006-03-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! to Wei Ting From Swiss Wind Band, Swiss Cottage Secondary... haha... hope you will have the best year ahead from now ya... haha jusy enjoy life and live happy will do lah... hehex...haha today and the last few day nothing much lah... but then my cadet Lance Lim got his hand injured and it is bandaged haha then tml training dunno can make it anot... lols... haha... then last few days got school and same same lah... quite bored like know most of the things already but then the teachers still teach.. lols.. haha can we only attend the lesson we need to attend and sleep somewhere so that we can gain more energy for the next few lessons... haha... haha nvm lah.. hehex... then i also got into the program of the extended SRP which made our SRP 2 hours.. lols... who will still have the energy to study by then man... lols... haha nothing leh... haha got anything msn tok bah... or tag ok???

2006-03-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

today dunno why i keep thinking of the old song that i used to sing maybe when i was in P6 or sec 1?? haha but i cannot rememeber what song but then it is just like i suddenly knowing how to sing all those songs one by one.. haha... but then not sure why it happen but i can keep singing the song one after another but i just cannot remember what are they like who sing or what title... haix... if i can remember it would be great as i would find those songs and download them and i would enjoy back those lovely songs which is mostly from the 80's... but nice to have all this singing of the very old songs as i believe they are what that can really bring out the feeling of a person to the max... haha but then it is just like sadness in the song but they are great to listen to dunno why this happen also... haha...

This is for the person I Love in my heart... But then she may never get to see it... Or She would never come here... Maybe she does?? but i am not sure.... haha NVM... Hope you all enjoy reading the posts... thanks... and please comment about it...

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Those eyes of yours never fail to make my heart skips abeat. Your movement stoodout in my sight and i resisted the tempation to stare. Even though a smile from you is never possible, I'm Contented with just a secrectglance from you. Though you have the most beatiful smile and the suniest laughter at all times, i know you need someone deep down in your heart. And i know it's never me, it's that someone else. That has a place in your heart.

Whenever you were smiling at me, or purely smiling. That Aegis Ice that froze , melts into sweet juice right away. It fills me with overwheling joy, a feeling no one would understand. I'm not sure what i'm able to do to make you happy. But i know i'm always be by your side, guiging you, protecting you, and loving you, Till the End Of Time.
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haha then during the one week holiday i went for a camp in HQ which is now address as the ADC (Advance Drill Course) camp... haha it is fun lah because get to know alot of friends who will also work hand in hand with me aqs as the time goes... haha but then i will see to that in the course i didnt really learn anything thing much new because the camp was short as it is only four days.... and it got alot to cover... but most of the stuff i have already learning but just need to update abit more on some of the changes... haha then i happen to got alot of Clts and trainer which 80% plus of the trainer all know me one.. lols... haha so like not very fair... haha but then i didnt win anything thats is good for me... haha good thing because if i were to win i wont really be proud of it as i know all this drills from last year and that i am one year much older compare to most of the people.. haha but then once again... i am happy to have got my gold/white lanyard... haha and my cert haha and i am just happy lah... which also i got to know some friends and one person even blog my name on his blog... haha which i will be linking him soon with my new blogskin... which i hope to be complete by tml... as i got some problem which is yet to be solve yet... if not the blog wont be a perfect one already... haha as i dun wanna hear any fault with the blog ya... haha... and i happen to know a few nice people like Cindy Yeo, Ruo Ling, Nicholas, Jimmy, Peng Meng, Shahebu, and some more which i cannot remember how to type their name... arh... also some from the swiss wind... which is wei ting, james.... haha then the rest i dun really know them lah... lols.. .haha.. but hope to be able to see them tml bah... lols.... then i got alot of photo which i will upload soon to show you all bah... so people stay tune to my blog... lols... haha then i will also like to end it off here... because i already type so much out in one post and i dun believe someone would wanna read my blog for so long lah.. lols... haha so take care and see you all soon... nitex....

2006-03-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

haha hi all hi all haha... got a new LCD and a new keyboard over at the IT Fair... haha so happy... even thought the keyboard cost 29.90 and the LCD is only at 355 haha.... so expensive and also cheap one... lols... haha but i like it alot... lols... haha so how is everyone doing out there... my blog look so dead... like no one come to my blog anymore... haha must have something big going on then will have alot of people in my blog is it...? haha just tag around loh... haiz... so sad... back to post then see no one.... only one campmate from NCC... haiz... so upset... haiz...

ok lah... hope to see you all around soon... will post something when i got back from camp next week as i will be in camp from 13 - 16 march.. haha then just stick around rotting in the camp... lols... ok lah... see you all around then... haha

2006-03-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

hi all.. back here to blog once again about my boring life... lols... haha but then i came to blog today is because of a special reason bah... maybe due to i am quite happy today because of something.. it is about a game my friends and i played... haha it was hell lots of fun and i cant forget it till now... and i dun think i will ever forget about the matter... but i know that someone will read this post and then might be complain once again about me.. maybe... haha... but i just got to say and post about the matters... haha and then i did badly for my CT this time and i got a lot of Ds,Es and Fs... haiz... so sad... then i havnt let my parent know yet... and i dun think they will like it one loh... haiz... but the gap is bigger then i thought and also the change in exam setting... haiz... all the things stack up will kill me and now it really did its effect... haha... and then now i going to help my brother on his game first... and then one more thing about my brother Keng Hei... haha something happen to him this few days and he is not in good mood lah.. but wanna know more go his blog ok... thanks.. byebye

Peace out...

2006-02-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

haha hi there everyone... haha i am here to tag once again... and so sorry for not coming to blog this few days.... haha sorry about the matter due to i am having comman test last week... haha and then i am now in school lab writing this post so i may have to keep it short... haha i am going for the supernumery camp this march and i hope i can pass the course with flying colours... haha i hope to knwo moyre friends who are very nice and i hope to be able to be the leader of my platoon or something... haha but i dun think so lah... because there is so many good and better one out there... haha but i am only a SSG... lols... haha nvm i am glad i am a SSG because i think it sound better... haha.. will be coming to edit and update all my link tonight... and i hope to be able to complete my NCC blog too by today... haha... and there is alot of stuff to do... haha and one more think before teacher is going to scold me for using the com to blog... i won the challage and we got 2nd haha and the school got $1200 this time.. not like the last year one... which is $1500... haha abd u hope to help out even more now... ok lah... thats it for today... byebye... haha.... please take good care of yourself ok... haha cheersss....

peace out....

This is last year taken when having NDP training with my instructors... haha i am the king... just joking...

This is he cute...? he call my uncle you know... make me so old... sob..

Going to KTV Party World with my Brother and his GF. But Lets fill up my stomach first ok?

My Sky is always dark... only my moon will shine... but my weapon... the "Moon Orb" where are you...?? please be with me... i am alone now.... haiz...

She live so near to me.. haha... another officer-in-charge.... haha she is flexible in thinking... haha... good teacher to know...

My Officer-in-Charge... he is fast... From team B.O.B. (Best of the Best) haha... wanna be like him....

Will This link of friendship break??? i hope not... but it is.... haiz...

The rain pouring on me under a lamp post... i got sick after after this photo... i stay there for 2 hours... to clear up my thinking...

This is the memories.... but it didnt last in my hand... but it will in my heart...

Is my Life as dark as this..? i need a flash to see the things here... i am living in the dark...

2006-02-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

hehex... today is quite a happy day for me for a few reason but also a bad day for me for a few reason... Those bad reason will be able my 'o' level result which is about the my E-Math and also B Chinese... i got a C6 for my Math and a pass for my B Chinese and also that i didnt took my listening compere for the B Chinese and i still got a pass... that is not bad to me lah... but i wont think i wanna take the chinese but the math will be on the challage for me again this year.... Wan Nee also got a 6 and many others also got a 6... But Sim Siong got a 3 and sort of very proud infont of us... haha but today is very happy for me is due to i bought Wan Nee presents for this coming Valentine Day.... haha... i got her a Winne The Pooh with Tige Skin or should i she cloth.... lols... and then also a necklack, two magnet landyard keytag and a flower stick... all from mini toons... lols... haha... and i give it to her today is in a way to give her a surpise as not to let her know when i am giving it to her lah.... lols... and i am glad she like it... haha so i am very happy today... even thought it cost me a bomb and all the others say i siao one... but i am just glad to at least know she is happy about it... haha... and i just wanna say that hope she will take my request to be my Valentine for this tueday... if not i will go alone this year...

2006-01-31T09:04:00.000+08:00

haha it is one month flat since i last update... sorry about the matter... haha too busy this few days due to chinese new year... and also very busy due to school reopen this month... haha now i hope is to get some better sleep and to have a better break when i need to... lols... haha... yesterday was a fun day for me... but i dun think i will go singing anymore because i dun sound good.... lols... haha yesterday i when with my brother and his GF to summerset mrt station and then when to cathay to eat.... haha follow by going to party world to sing KTV... we were in the VIP room so we were alone in a corner... then i sing a few song lah... but all dun sound good... and the place in the room is damn cold... we all were shaking while singing so all of us inculding two friends of my brother and his GF... lols... but i sure have a lot of fun in the KTV yesterday... lols... haha.... then nothing much happen to be lah in this month so i also dunno what to write about... who wants to know what i eat for the day or something... lols... haha.... one more event happen was on the 27/1/06 it was the last day before chinese new year holiday.... i went out with LANCE, BRYAN, TZE CHOONG.... haha we when to PS to play initial D and also to watch the movie by Jack Neo... "I Not Stupid Too" haha it is nice... so people can go watch.... lols... and then due to i got to go home early... so i didnt get to meet WEI HAO & HUI SHAN... sob... so sad cant meet them... haiz... that's all for today.... peace out....

2006-01-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

People Out there if you are feeling the days this few days is passing very fast please read what i got to say.. lols... haha

it is because everyone is slowing down there thinking and movement at this point of time as we are just away from the hoilday... and there is one more major one coming up... the chinese new year... lols.... this is why the day is much faster then normal even thought the time is running fine... hehex... but dun worry it is not Event or a new Virus... lols... haha... there shouldn't be more happening for now.. but i expect more... lols.... ok

Today in school i didnt nothing much but slack around in school... during lesson sleeping and talking because not much teaching is going on and i got the info that morning run for the people in friday is canceled as we need to run 2.4km for the PE... hehex... muauks.... lols... haha... so i also dunno how now... as i dun wan to read book even on fridays... lols... haha... so people take note arh... and dun learn from me... eat-sleep all day long... not too good for health... haiz.... lols... i am fine....

2006-01-12T10:19:00.000+08:00

haha i am back to post a post.... lols... i went to see my Ex Blog just now... haha... didnt see her post my link there.. and i believe she didnt want to remember me anymore... haha because her memory start on the 31st July... haha so in a way maybe she just dun wish to remember about me... maybe due to me as i have really made her very painful at that point of time... because i heard from others that she Cried for a few days.... till the eyes is swollen.. haiz... i didnt wish this to happen too... but haiz... dunno why i end all this up this way... dunno about anything from then on... dunno where to go to after my life have splited dunno what is my aim already.... haiz...

Then the next hit came to me is about My next GF now also Group under Ex... haiz... reasons? because she can't stand her friends keep talking about it.... and she is F..K Up about the matter... haiz... i delete that message already so please dun ask me to send you all the message as i dun really wish to remember it at all... all this are big hits to me and it is all only in the matters of max 1 year... haiz... then i also have no much more life to contiue until as my blog said on the right... i will only keeping smiling but crying in my heart as there is having a thunder Storm that i cannot stop about... but it is just that let it pain on myself is better to be better to her so she wont need to handle all the item like being with me and then keep being on the topic.... haiz.....

Will be back to post to bah i guess... and sorry for not completing the blog yet... because in a way i no mood after reading my Dearest EX blog... haiz... dunno already lah.... CYA

2006-01-08T09:58:00.000+08:00

hi all i am back here on this sunday monday... to write abit about myself and the happening... lols.... haha haiz... dunno why but this time is no mood to write one... haha but just to let you all know that i am single once again... and breaking up with my girl... haha then it is just like me once again or am i lost once again... haha sometime i got a question to ask those who know me... and the question is "am i good at everything, at every problem, but bad at relationship & love??" is it i always didnt do enough to make the person stay... all this love and crap only start on to me in my heart is only when i first met her... the girl who really make me know what love is... but we broke up due to some reasons i am never able to understand and something which i never wan it to happen.... but then now this one that i just broke up... she told me she got no feeling for me anymore... then i am thinking why in the first place is she out to destory me? i am already sad enough to lose her and yet now all this crap? haiz... dunno how to countiune here... sorry for nagging guys.... byebye

hurted
fragmented me...
fragmented clover......

2006-01-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

today is the first morning run of the year... but i got my leg injured yesterday while helping out in the peer support group which is raining yesterday and they got a few people got injured due to the rain as the floor is slipply haha but mostly all is fine lah... and also then i ran with Jun Xing today in the morning run and got real bored seeing him due to he is really a slow runner... and only like to be close to girls and like to bang them and cutting them while in the run... lols.. .and also today sim siong change his black shoe with one of our friend due to the shoe got a slipply base... and it is not able to run when there is water around the base if not i think he might be in deep problem... lols... haha but also due to my leg injure i didnt run fast as it is very painful... haha but i still completed the whole course in prefect and complete staute... lols... enough about me tell me more about how you all feel ok??? hehex... hope to see my sisters soon... take care everyone

2006-01-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

hi all... today is the first day of school and many people should be happy to be back with many friends chatting... haha and it is a new thing for our school as from today onwords the secondary 1 pupils will be wearing back shoes and black socks... haha and the prefects will be wearing black shoes and long white shirt.... haha but look a little cute in a way... haha but you all can take a look for the better look for yourself... haha and then today i got to hold her hand for the first time... haha then i got to send her home today also and then also got to meet her today.... haha lols... but i will be sending her to school tml... haha i will be doing it everyday... haha then see how loh... haha i get to see her everyday good enough... hehex...

2005-12-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

2005-12-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

hi all, lols so long didnt update here... alot of people must be scolding me in the heart.... because they came to see update but didnt see anything... lols.... i am so sorry about it.... hehex... today is my off day and i am not so tired that is also why i am in the mood to write again.... lols... haha so here i am dunno what to write because so long didnt write anything... lols

there is going to be a second NCC camp on the 28-29 Dec hehex... but i am working on the 29 how? i will need to see if i can get a replacement date... lols... but i dun think so bah... haha but i will try to go down to see the camp.... but then still it is time for the sec 3 this year to take over as they are already sec 4 next year... lols... haha.... and then i will be working in popular till 1/1/06 and leaving the next day a rest day for me before going back to school... lols... hehex... then i will hope to see many more friends who will be there for me to play with or to talk with....

i havnt been in a good mood this few days but i dunno why... maybe worried about something bah... but what is it once again to make me so upset..??? i also dunno and not very clear of it mayself... but i know why i am upset.... because some of the things became very clear in some areas.... haha... but it is something i cant control about which maybe most of you can do it nicely but it is somthing that i am very bad at... lols... haiz.. dunno how to say things anymore now adays... so people next time see me out there but i didnt talk as much as i used to please forgive me because maybe i am tired but talking already... lols... but i will try to normal once again... but i got to wait and try already... once again putting myself somewhere i know but no one knows... haha so see you all soon people... e-mail me if you or anyone else wanna need out to have a drink....(coffee+++ not beer) lols i am still only 16 this year so dun be funny arh.... lols... so see you guys all around soon... tag if you wish too....

2005-12-05T10:37:00.000+08:00

Sorry again here for not updating.... due to working and the timming dun really fit my life style.... haha but here today i am not working so i am here to write a little bit lah... but i am still tired so i believe i wont write much... haha.... so far my life nothing much changes but others then having a girl to be with me loh... haha... she is someone..... haha... you all will know sooner of later... lols... haha... then in my work as normal loh.. but other then having all the problem faced in the work... all about our own people lah.. not much about the cus.... haha.... the stock also no cake.. lols... haha.... but then still will be tired as there is alot to buy in and alot to sell out... lolss.... haha.... then nothing to say already how? lols... will come back soon lah... haiz....

2005-10-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

hi all, i am back to write and update about my small little life.... first i would like to say sorry for not updating my blog for 23 days... haha but also thanks for those who came and care about my small happening in my life.... fist to tell out to you all about whats has happen in my life for the past 23 days... haha frist to tell you all that i am working at Juntion 8 popular already and i will be working till the end of DEC 2005 and maybe i will be still working on the sat, sun and public holiday when the school start... haha and then i help to win a competition over at compassvale secondary school haha but didnt do anything lah... just a name only because the stuff is already done.... lols... haha

today mah.. nothing much.... working till just now haha 11.00 to 9.30 opening hours but start at 10.45 and ends at 10.05 haha nvm use to it already haha.... and i am working in "Text and Ass Dept, cum Chinese Dept" hehex but i got one guy in my dept i dun like alot... because he is a suker.... and i can tell you all dun like his service tell the cashier and get a complain form to complain him all you all like ok??? thanks alot in advance hehex... because he is getting paid without working lols... he is like a she.... cant even carry a box of book, carry finish say here pain there pain.. carry light item say got cut cannot work already.... haha... i got cut i also didnt say anything... sob...haiz... but that is part of the work right... then i got to carry so many things then just due to he not doing his job at all..... today he even cause so much trouble to us.... cut open 2 pack of bags then say got cust cut open with a penknife.... lols who will bring a penknife go shopping... right? and they can tear open right? lols.... he is lame enough to tell me this... so people please complain him all you all want ok? thanks alot...

and there is updat to the blog address people... please relink the url if you have already link them thanks....
Clara Lee
Sebastian Tan
Lance Lim

thanks for taking note of the update in this blog and the update of others who is all my friends... i will be back tml with update.... nitez.....

thanks,
With Love,
Painless Night....

2005-10-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO___HELLO___HELLO.... hello everyone i'm back.... haha today is the day i can count myself a day of rest after the 1 week of the 'N' level examination... haha and also i am feeling a bit much better for my gastic... haha so dun worry about me but worry for my result ya... as i want to go for 5N ok... haha i want to stay one more year... lols... and also i started playing Martial Heroes haha so do join me there and add me as your friend..
ID: MushroomINC
Job: Archer

ID: MushroomCORP
Job: Sword Mage

haha so take care everyone.. lols... i will update tml with more detail ok? haha i want to have a break today... lols... enjoy your holiday... and good luck and all the best to those who are taking 'O's Level... and wish me luck for my next paper at tuesday... the D&T haha

CYA...
Pang...

2005-09-17T17:39:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating this few days due to my prelim... haha having headache this few days also.... haha.... but the prelim is all over at last... hahah... but also it is a warning to tell all the people out there the the 'N's is so near then... 2 weeks.... and counting.... so let all cross the level now and go on to the next level in our life ok??? work for it man... hehex... then this few days only test and i got nothing much else and i got home and sleep due to very tired after every exam.... haha maybe i am getting overworked till now at this time when i releax myself i feel like a old man like so tired so easily.... haiz.... not a good sign too as it is telling me that my health is falling and also my body ia falling too... haiz... maybe someday near i will faint somewhere in the middle of the road and then wake up in the hospital and know the news i fainted due to overwork... lols... nah... i am young how can right??? hahaha.... ya... the headache this few days is getting better already... so thanks for all care i get this few days... haha..... thats all for today bah... i will post again tml..... ok??? hehex...

muauk...
take care....
hehex....

2005-09-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

hello to all, here i am to talk cock with you all... ok it all goes like this today... wake up i the morning 5.30am then got to school by SBS bus 136 and reach school at 6.30 hehex.... then sit in the parade square for and the acting DM today is MR. Yan.... hehex... he sound abit cute others say... haha.... and then went for exam... Today on the list will be

Geo (Prelim) - 1 Hour 30 Mins
E Maths (Prelim) - 2 Hours
CPA Paper (Prelim) - 1 Hour 15 mins

What the heck i have to do so long.... three paper in one day... lols... hehex... but i got to leave in 20 mins for CPA paper because teacher know that i can sleep already... lols... hehex... so then i went home and went to buy lunch for my mum... then got to play some games... and then haha sleep... haha wake up have dinner.... watch tv all the way until now... haha writing for my blog once again... bored...